Well today when I got home, one of my old loves from Ohio IM'd me. God knowing that I miss her, she is going to throw all these pictures of her at me, and it just makes me miss her more. But than it doesn't phase me because I have Travis now. Which I am happy with. But when I was with " Shadow " I felt alive and needed and loved. I don't know, not saying (if Travis is reading this) that I don't feel that with Travis, but I miss her. it is hard to describe. But hey I"m done complaining now. So I will talk to you later. Bye