So Travis and I broke up and this time I think it's for good. By the way he talked to me afterward told me that he meant it. God how could I have been so stupid as to drive him away. Why would you drive away somebody you loved. I guess that is what I get for being so god damn involved with other things in my life besides him. But then again why is that a bad thing, why should I sit at home bored out of my mind waiting for him to call or say he wants to do something. Oh well I have complained enough. I will write more later. Asta Pasta.