im in math class but the more that i think about it the more that i realize that nobody really cares about me if it was there choose they would all have me dead. the could care less if i decided to jump off a bridge or if i committed suiside. they all could care less as long as their children are fine they dont care im a foster child and i hav ebeen for the past eleven years so i dont have a home i just keep on moving from house to house and nobody really cares about me even though they they say that they care about me the truthis that they raelly could care less. and then there is this guy that i like in hoyoke and he used to be arould all the time and know nobody knows where to find him. i know where to find him check his fucking house nobody has even looked there yet maybe just maybe if you look there you might find him. people in this wolrd just love to fucking piss me off and i dont know why. i would love to find out why people love to fucking piss me off so i just need some one to help me cool down.