i'm so tired of being lonely...justin...w/e i'm not gonna wait for you to get feelings for me...that will probably never happen! i really like you but i have better things to do then to mope around on you, call me when you're ready.. that's if i haven't moved on. i don't even kno what the hell i'm sayin' because i really like you and if i like you that much i should wait for you. i'm just so confussed am i just unlikeable? maybe i'm just not meant for love!!! maybe i should just die!!!! then i wouldn't have to wrry about this guy shit. fuck life things never work out the way you want them to. so maybe i should just stand in the middle of the road. someone give me a reason to live!! that's if you even want me to!! DEATH such a lovely word.