Well, it's been an entire week since I did what I did and I'm still not sure if I should have done what I did do... You see our computer has been down since New Years. I'll fill you in though. Kat wasnt at the mall but Patrick invited me and a few other people over his house for New Years Eve. So we all went and were lighting off fireworks and shit but then I pulled Kat over to the side, away from everyone. I dont know what inspired me to do that. Maybe it was the Bacardi and Whiskey talking, I dont know. But usually I'm a shy little shit. So I just blurted out "Kat do you like me?" And she just said yeah. So I said do you want to go out with me if I break up with Nora? And she said yeah. So I told her that I was going to. So then I did. And being a pussy I didnt even wait until the third when she came home to do it in person. I just called her up (she actually answered for once) and told her what had been happening since she left. And then I told her that I wanted to break up and she started crying and I started crying and I was so confused and I just did the asshole thing and said well Im sorry and hung up quickly. I've tried calling her but she wont answer the phone. And I feel so guilty and I know it sounds stupid but I feel a lot of remorse I guess for doing that to her. But then when I'm with Kat I'm just so happy, I mean REALLY FUCKIN HAPPY. And I just am so happy that I broke up with her. But then I start thinking about all the fun times we had and all the good things about Nora that Kat definitly doesnt have. And I just dont know. Like I was saying before I really dont know if what I did was right or not. And in school she and all of her friends (that used to be mine up until this) are just plain ignoring me, getting up and leaving when I walk into the room... uh. That sucks, like it majorly does suck. But so the past coupla days me and Kat have been drinking and walking around and its been really fun and the only reason I thought of Nora was because there's reminders of her all over this diary. I really have to change the picture. Well, thats whats up with my life right now. See if I can get some closure. -Donny