I wish could select a mood for this but I cant...Im so blah and confused but i feel happy at times 2. Well this whole house hunting thing is really gettin to me, terry my bf wants me to move to acme but this place he wants me to live in...well its so small and i just dont like it and i dont think i would be happy living there! I just so...grr and confused and i dont even know what to say about it! My grad is also comin up and I am excited about it but then I still have so much to do to be ready for it and I want my day to be perfect! Work is also drivin me nuts, It is actually kind of hard to live on your own while goin to school during the day and then workin at night and not being able to get to bed until like 11, 12 at night. But thats the way BPs is, you work late and get home late. I also dont feel that my boyfriend and I are communicating very well...I love him so much but I never feel that he shows his love for me, I know he does but I want him to do sweet romantic things for me out of no where and he never does and he never has...I just dont know how to get him to do that for me...im just so frickin tired, stressed and confused and i dont know how to deal with all of these emotions I'm gettin! well im out of here...