Well i have just realized this is goin to be my last 2 months of highschool and then Im gone...its so depressing. Im going to miss my friends so much and im so afraid that Im going to lose them and i dont want to lose them. They mean so much to me and it would hurt so much if i ever lost contact with them. I know Im only going to be half an hour away from them but they are still going to be in school and being busy with there school work...I just dont know wut im going to do...Definitly with my girl ashley...our friendship means everything to me and if we ever lost contact and stop being friends, i dont know wut i would do...We are so much alike but yet different, its like we complete each other in a weird way. We really understand each other and I know that we arent as close as i wish we were but still we have this huge connection, or so I think we do. I just wish she could trust me more, and open up to me more, Im not going to judge her and she thinks i will. I am excited to have my own house...but it wont be the same without my friends. But i have to jet so I will talk to ya soon!! I will never say goodbye to my friends cause they will always be in my heart and mind...Love you all. LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!! YOU CAN TRUST ME AND I WONT JUDGE YOU!!