Before I go on with this, something everyone should know about me is that I hate my mom, beyond all belief, she's been fucked up for a long time. My dad is a dumbass(i hate him too) and my mom has had a rough life partly from my dad, and i'm from Turkey and there are a lot of poor people there and my mom's family used to live in a poor area and had hard times there....anyways she's been really bitchy to me for a long time and I just didn't know what to do. I met my best friend mason at the beginning of this school year and he's been really nice, i've been able to share all this with him. My mom found out and now she's pissed. I was going to spend Christmas at Mason's house because my family doesn't do much and my mom said she's not going to let me go anymore. I'm still going to go but the whole thing is pissing me off...damn....my hands are shaking.... Sorry for ranting a bit like that, I just had to let it all out...So yea, thanks for reading, feel free to say stuff, I need stuff to make me take my mind off things.. efe