Listening to: I\'ll make a man out of you- Mulan
Feeling: hungry
You know what? I think I might not be a sprinter...
Okay at Friday's track practice we did a 600, two 400s, a 300, and a 200 I think, don't quote me on that. So the first one I was pretty much with Blair (who was first) the whole time and two four hundreds I was and the three hundred. But then I totally sucked at the 200 and got next to last or maybe last, I can't remember.
And then at the scrimmage, I ran the 100 and got off the blocks all weird which is probably why I was last since I'm really not that slow. But when it was over, everyone was like gasping for air and I was like *chill* which made me think hmmmm...maybe I'm not trying Which I'm not, I keep running instead of sprinting. And the same thing happened on the 200 except in the 200 I was sprinting then I was like, I don't really feel like sprinting anymore even though I wasn't tired and started running.
I just like to run better than sprint. Running helps me relax and I just feel better when I do it. Sprinting is more like you start panting and your legs hurt and you completely hate it and want to get it over with. I like the feeling I get when I'm running, I don't want to get all tired out from some stupid race where I pushed myself to my limit.
Because I don't push myself, I just can't. My brain's like, umm maybe you try a little harder and my body's just like, no, i like this pace, screw you.
Me: Dad, I have no motivation to run.
Dad: You run to win!
Me: I don't care if I win...
Dad: Then I don't know what to tell you.
I don't really think I'm a long distance runner either- I don't know what I am.
Of course you are long distance .. personally I think you are both you are just
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-Malcolm X
I know kind of how you feel but not with track. I had the same type of thing go on with dance. You should just do what you want to do; and quit the sprinting and just do the running, if you can do that and if thta made any sense. anyways, i hope it turns out.
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Now, I REALLY have no motivation to do dustance. Seeing as we run to a place and back, the first half I'm saying "I'm getting farther away from the goal."
I just wanted to tell you that no matter what kind of runner are i think its really cool you decided to be in track. I remeber you telling me that you loved running, but you diddnt want to make it competitive, and thats why you diddnt want to do track/crosscountry. So i love hearing that you are keeping up with the top runners your first time doing track! I wish i couuld do that. . .
good luck!
love always