distillers... i love Brody Dalle. I wish i could sing like her... So, what happened today? Same as everyday i spose. Wake up, look at the clock, turn over and think 'well, fuck me dead' and go back to sleep again. Morning sucks, every day kinda sucks but there seems as if there is nothing that we can do about that now can we? It seems as if you have hurt me. I feel hurt. I wish to be better. I wish i could live up to your standards. To feel and think like you. To be like one of you. I want to be perfect enough for you. I want to be happy again. To feel and think like i was as a little girl. The innocence that once was, is now no longer. People aren't always very nice, people die when they aren't nice, yet sometimes this is not the case, sometimes people die because OTHER people are not nice. There are thousands of examples in the world even now where people are like this. It sucks... plain and simple. Drowning in haunted sleep. Unaware that my empathy for you leaks into what you keep. Possesions ruined tonight. Stir the next passion for what you have become is only in my dreams.