My life so far, complex. I keep remembering bad things of the past. For awhile now I've had a urge to draw and write poetry but I don't know what I should draw or what I should write. Anybody on sitdiary have any ideas? For awhile now i hated school. Not because of the everyday stuff every teenager goes through. I hate it because I AM NOT being educated. For example it is the middle of the year and my teacher is teacher us "FRACTIONS". Thats right fucking 3rd grade work. Also the education also sucks at my school because all you do is "LISTEN" and you don't take any "Notes" apparently last year like half the students didn't pass the EOG. This year they blame it on the students when the teachers are not teaching like they should. This is my first year at the school and so far I am disappointed and because I don't want to fail I have to teach myself. Well I have to go, and again let me know if you have any ideas for me! Thank You. ~Panda