Stephanie's last sitdiary entry... when she was the girl who I would have given anything for. Now she's cheated on me three times, and continues to say that she wants to be free and live the single life after everything I did for her. bored at BCC September 19, 2006 well, i'm waiting for steve to get out of work, i found this old survery that i had in an earlier entry and wanted to see how much my answers changed because that was like a year and a hlaf ago if not longer... --Random .: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? a wall .: x What is the last thing you watched on TV? last night, something on MTV .: x Without looking, guess what time it is: " 4:30? .: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 4:51 .: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? other people typing .: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing? like 30 mins ago, i was walking to the BCC library .: x Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? myspace .: x What are you wearing? jeans, and a cute top .: x Did you dream last night? yes .: x When did you last laugh? less than an hour ago before steve had to leave me to do math shit .: x What is on the walls of the room you are in? um nothing.. just white .: x Seen anything weird lately? only an asian singing in the middle of BCC at the top of his lungs to karry underwood haha .: x What is the last film you saw? um, not sure .: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? I'd go to paris with steve, and go to every store there and buy anything that i like :) .: x If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? not sure .: x Do you like to dance? yes, love it :) .: x George Bush: i can't say anythying bad about him, or steve will beat me haha .: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Alyssa :) .: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Christian .: x Would you ever consider living abroad? don't know .: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? ikdk, anything he wants i guess Lasts Last Cigarette:: loooong time ago Last Alcoholic Drink:: last friday haha Last Car Ride:: on my way to BCC Last Kiss:: a little over an hour ago :) Last Good Cry:: awhile ago... :) Last Library Book checked out:: last year for psych Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: hmm, not sure The Omen??? Last Book Read:: Things Fall Apart, stupid book about black people i have to read for english Last Movie Rented:: Silent Hill i think Last Cuss Word Uttered:: idk lol Last Beverage Drank:: water... mmmm Last Food Consumed:: fucking Dunkin Donhuts this morning Last Crush:: Steven James Keator Last Phone Call:: Steve Last TV Show Watched:: something on MTV Last Time Showered:: this morning Last Shoes Worn:: AE shoes Last CD Played:: don't know Last Item Bought:: my puppy :) :) :) Last Download:: idk, i think something by TI Last Annoyance:: Steven!! Last Disappointment:: friends Last Soda Drank:: root beer Last Thing Written:: oh idk Last Key Used:: k Last Word Spoken:: bye Last Sleep:: last night Last IM:: Anna Last Sexual Fantasy:: well duh, i WAS on the phone with steve last night ;) Last Weird Encounter:: friday, everything was wierd Last Ice Cream Eaten:: awhile ago Last Time Amused:: today :) Last Time Wanting To Die:: duh, never... people who say they want to die only feel sorry for themselves Last Time In Love:: Right now, and forever more ¢¾ Last Time Hugged:: Today Last Time Scolded:: uhh, saturday by my loving boyfriend Last Time Resentful:: idk Last Chair Sat In:: this computer chair Last Lipstick Used:: lip gloss Last Underwear Worn:: red sessy lace panties Last Bra Worn:: Pink and Beautiful Last Shirt Worn:: blue tank, with over shirt Last Webpage Visited:: this one well, that consumed a bit of time, and steve should be here any minute now... Latta Mo-Fucka!!

Got a new job working for Morris Protective Service... a Security company. Pay's better and I get good hours. Should be able to put together quite a bit of money. Looking forward to it.

Long time, no write-shaft. Since my last entry about half a year ago, life has been good. I switched my major to Computer Science so that I can get into Video Game Design, my dream job. Criminal Justice was too boring, and not enough pay. Stephanie and I are doing great, we bought a beagle-terrier mix puppy back in August. We named her Guinevere and she is the shit. Still working at Wendy's but I've applied to (and will hopefully get one) two security companies and Broome Developmental in the last two weeks. I need a better job to support school AND fun. Christmas was great.

Came back here while I'm talking to Stephanie online and I'm about to fill out a survey. I love that girl with all of my heart and I always will. Our plans for the future have gotten one step close, we have plans to move in together, more on that another time. We've run into a couple rough parts of our relationship but every time we come out more in love and stronger to take on the next challenge. We're going on nine months soon, which is only the beginning of the rest of our lives together. 9 lasts: Last dollar spent: Buying apple turnovers and kissables with Stephanie at Wal-Mart Last cigarette: Only once when I was about ten and got dared to smoke half a pack all at once Last beverage: Water Last movie: Pirates of the Carribean Dead Man's Chest Last phone call: Stephanie Last song played: iris by the goo goo dolls Last bubble bath: When I was still a little kid Last time you cried: When me and Stephanie had our last problem Last thing you ate: Apple turnover 8 have you evers. Have you ever dated a best friend: I currently am Have you ever skinny dipped: No, but I've jumped into people's pools at midnight while they were sleeping in my boxers Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: Yes, my first kiss Have you ever fallen in love: Yes, and plan to stay in it Have you ever lost someone you loved: Yes, a few people Have you ever been dumped: Yes Have you ever been drunk and threw up: I've never thrown up from it, but I've been hungover as hell Have you ever ran away: When I was like 15ish Have you ever wanted someone u thought u couldnt have then found out they liked you: No 7 states you've been to: New York, Florida, North Carolina, Michigan, Virginia, Pennsylvania, Maryland 6 things you've done today: (in no particular order...) -Stephanie -Worked -Video Games -Breakfast at Skylark Diner -Planned to look for a new job tomorrow -Went to Wal-Mart 5 of your favorite things in no order. -Stephanie -Family -Money -Friends and Parties -Camping 4 people you can tell [almost] anything to in no order.. Stephanie, Uncle Todd, Brandon, my Dad 3 things that make you smile. Stephanie, Isaiah, Fun shit 2 things you want to do before you die. Get married and have kids, be wealthy 1 one thing you can't live with out Stephanie's love

I'm sitting here eating a tunafish sandwich thinking back to my freshman year of college. It was a grand year, indeed. I failed my first semester completely...here's to having too many friends and too little time! haha. Second semester was going great until I got mono, lucky for me, with a lot of hard work I brought my grades back up to passing. Met a lot of awesome people since I started in college, my favorite I met in my second month... Stephanie! I'm going to rock the rest of school with good grades. Just watch me! And that's not the only good news... I'm a licensed driver now. HELL YEAH! Car's on the road next week. Praise Jesus! No idea how often I'll write in here anymore considering today's my last day of school. But I might once in awhile.

Okay, so two entries today because I felt like filling out this survey. 41 Things You Never Think to Ask... 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Nope 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? No, that'd take away the fun 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? Don't remember 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? Someone else, as long as she's a hottie 5. Do you believe in ghosts? Not sure 6. Do you consider yourself creative? Yes, extremely 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? Yes, but money will buy you anything 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Jennifer Aniston 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? No, I enjoy the revenge I take on them for everything I didn't like that happened in the relationship 10. Do you know how to play poker? No 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Yes 12. What's your favorite commercial? The best ones are always right around the Super Bowl 13. What are you allergic to? Nothing, I have no allergies 14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around do you run red lights? No 15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? No 16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees? Yankees 17. Have you ever been Ice Skating? Yes, but I suck HORRIBLY 18. How often do you remember your dreams? Quite a bit, I have really crazy ones 19. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? When I was joking around with either Stephanie or Joe, I can't remember which 20. Can you name 5 songs by The Beatles? Yellow Submarine...and uh...Yellow Submarine? 21. What's the one thing on your mind now? Passing my Road Test in four hours 22. Do you believe in love at first sight? No, but lust at first sight is great 23. Do you know who Ghetto-ass barbie is? No 24. Do you always wear your seat belt? Yes 25 what cell service do you use? No cell phone 26. Do you like Sushi? No, it's disgusting 27. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident? I almost got hit by a train once with Brandon haha 28. What do you wear to bed? Boxers or PJ pants (so comfortable) 29. Been caught stealing? No, stealing's for dirtbags 30. what shoe size do you have? 12 31. Do you truly hate anyone? Yes, that's one of my specialties, I have a bad temper and hold grudges forever 32. Classic Rock or Rap? Rap, I can't stand classic rock or rap, but it's the lesser of two evils 33. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? Jessica Simpson 34. Who are you missing right now? Stepanie 35. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror? I've sang pretty much everywhere 36. What food do you find disgusting? Seafood Surprise, I ate it at a Chinese Restaurant for the hell of it with Stephanie, and I was puking it up all night long... good times, good times. 37. Do you sing in the shower? Yes 38. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"? Haha, I remember those 5 year old days! 39. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back? Yes 40. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew? Yes, I hate when people bully people weaker than them, I'll fuck them up 41. Have you ever been punched in the face? Yes, quite a few times

Today's finally it, the day of my Road Test. I'm ready for it, although the lessons only helped a little bit, I'm confident. Today and Friday are the only days of school I have left until Summer Break. I'm really looking forward to this Summer, I've been hanging out with a lot of new kids from BCC and I can't even imagine the shit we're going to do. We're thinking of a road trip, but not sure where to yet. Maybe Myrtle... I worked yesterday and I work tonight, too, so I was looking forward to hanging out with Stephanie tomorrow, but her parents ended up scheduling her for work... so I don't get to see her much until Friday. So now I'm looking forward to Friday. It's been six months and eleven days, and I only love that girl more and more every day.

Today is the first day of the last week of school. Hell yeah! About time for Summer Break. Today is my last driving lesson before I take my road test on Wednesday. I'm pumped, it's about damn time! Spent some awesome time with Stephanie over the weekend. Sims 2's it haha, my own little guilty pleasure that we share. Test tomorrow for Juvenile Justice and my final for Psychology on Friday.

Cinco de Mayo, which commemorates the defeat of the French army by the Mexicans at The Battle Of Puebla in 1862. So I've been actually completing all of my assignments for classes, as well as getting A's on most of them, and B's on others. Everyone said I could do it if I applied myself, and I knew I could. Next semester will be no problem to get some kick ass grades. I volunteered to pay $630 to go to a math class in the Summer. If that doesn't sound like fun, I don't know what is! Just kidding, I'm not looking forward to it at all. At least I scheduled it early in the morning so that when I get out of class I probably would have been still sleeping anyway. My road test is Wednesday next week, now only to save up enough money to buy a car, so I don't need to constantly borrow my parents'. It'll be nice to actually be able to do things without needing to "get a ride" from someone. Tuan wants me to go to the Cinco de Mayo party they are having at their apartment. I'm debating whether to go or not. I should show up with a sombrero. Stephanie got me some things for our Six Months yesterday, which was awesome. Two things that are a lot of fun (get your mind out of the gutter). Yes, expansions for The Sims 2. Not only that but she wants me to go to Florida with her sometime in the next two months. Sounds like a plan, I love that girl!

I love that girl. Yesterday was my Six Months Anniversary with Stephanie. It was awesome, I spent the first half of the day over at her dad's and the second half at my house. I got her the Wedding Crashers DVD she's been wanting for awhile and we watched that. "The painting was a gift, Todd. I'm taking it with me." Awesome movie. After that we went over to my house and hung out there until late when we dropped her off at her family's ice cream shop. Tonight we'll be hanging out again. On a good note for me, school and work are going well. I'm getting good hours at Wendy's and fattening my bank account, while at the same time getting my grades up in school. I got an A on my Administration of Justice Final Exam. Watch the roads, bitches, there's going to be a new State Trooper packing a hefty suasage soon!

Bad mood is completely gone now. I went over to Stephanie's last night and it was awesome, even though we did nothing that great. lol. I love that girl. She's so amazing, and such a cutie! She's been talking about how excited she is to move out with me and get our own place in a couple years. Kick ass. I'm getting pretty tired of all the shit that goes on in my house, but I'm not an emo kid, haha, I love my family. They just have some things that get on my nerves sometimes. Finally picked up the pace and getting some credits in college this semester. Learned to prioritize instead of coming to school to socialize. Party at Tuan and Feldman's apartment tomorrow night and I'm thinking I'll go to this one. Everyone's been asking me why I didn't go over Spring Break, so I'll make a guest appearance. haha. "Stephanie, I've been thinking of our past together..." LMAO Three Days.

Road Test got pushed back again, because my instructor is a piece of shit. But lately I've discovered quite a few people are a piece of shit...the instructor, a friend, someone's mother... But I'm tired of that bullshit so it's not going to bring me down. I'm better than they could ever wish to be, which I do like. When I'm making my $60 Grand a year I'm going to rub it in their faces...and then kill them. Well, maybe not the killing, but maybe. 4 Days

Well, running around town in skimpy, gay outfits was out of the question last night. Too cold and rainy for that. Instead, when me and Joe got out of BCC we drove over to Brandon's and hung out for awhile before we went and got Stephanie at her family's ice cream shop. After that, we went to the mall and bought some pretty gay pink sweatbands and wrist bands for when we do the gay jog. After that we were going to go to the movies and see Silent Hill, but that plan ended up getting dropped because it was like an hour wait before it was playing. So we went to this pet store on Washington Ave and it actually kicked a lot of ass. We played around with this tortoise that was massive, and then we saw a huge tarantula named the "Goliath Birdeater." The fucker actually eats birds, so I might buy it if I ever got extra money for it. haha. I never even knew spiders got that big... After that, we went back to Brandon's where his family invited us for dinner. Joe went home before but me and Stephanie stayed. When dinner ended we took Stephanie home and went back and played video games until we went to sleep. It kicked ass...and then I got up at 9:15 this morning for class.

First day back to BCC after Spring Break, and I'm excited? Yes, because the kid who I've been friends with since I was like eight is back in town from Penn State. Brandon, Joe, Stephanie, and me are going to be hanging out tonight. We've decided we're going to run around town in short shorts (I'm wearing spandex shorts) while Stephanie video tapes it. Good times, good times. It reminds me of the old days. Unfortunately, before then I have Psychology and Administration of Justice. I'm hoping there are no finals in them, as I decided not to study over Spring Break. The driving instructor moved my road test from May 2 to May 5, which pissed me off. Why you ask? Because I didn't call her. Last I knew my parents paid $300 for these damn lessons, bitch, you should work around my schedule. I'm pumped for Sunday, too. Six months with the girl of my dreams!

Here's a survey that I'll put in here, since I don't have any real up dates, other than the fact that I finally have a road test scheduled for May 2nd. About damn time... : Mark the ones you have: F . A . M . I . L . Y: [x] A mother. [x] A father [x] A younger brother. [x] A younger sister. [ ] An older brother. [x] Step Sibilngs [ ] An older sister [x] Grandfather [x]Grandmother [x] Cousin [x] Half brother or sister F . R . I . E . N . D . S: [x] Friend(s) who love you. [x] Trustworthy friends. [x] Honest friends. [x] Backstabbing friends At . H . O . M . E: [x] A house. [ ] An apartment. [ ] A trailor. [x] Your own room. [x] A front lawn. [x] A back yard. [x] A trampoline. [ ] A pool. [ ] A hot tub. [ ] pond in your yard. I . N . Y . O . U . R . R . O . O . M: [ ] More than 3 sources of light. [ ] Painted walls [x] Window(s). [x] A computer [ ] A full/queen/king sized bed [ ] A twin bed [x] An alarm clock [x] posters on the wall P . O . S . S . E . S . S . I . O . N . S: [ ] A cell phone. [ ] A hair straightener. [ ] Curling iron. [x] Sun glasses. [ ] Make-up. [x] Perfume / Cologne. [ ] Nail polish. [ ] Flip-flops [x] Necklaces / earrings / bracelets. [ ] More than 4 pairs of shoes. [ ] An i pod/MP3 Player. [ ] A digital camera / webcam. [x] Myspace/ Livejournal / Xanga / Blog [ ] Something from " Abercrombie&Fitch". [x] Something from "Hollister co." [x] Something from "Pac Sun". [ ] Something from "Hot Topic". [ ] More than $50.00 in your purse/wallet. [x] A gift card. [x] A trophy or award. [ ] Snowboard [ ] Rollerblades/Ice skates [ ] Skateboard [x] A pet. [x] more than one pet. [ ] More than four pets. [x] Soda in your refrigerator. [x] Snacks in your house. [x] Video games. [ ] X-Box live. [ ] An X-Box. [x] A PS2. [ ] A PSP. [x] An ORIGINAL PS [ ] A Gamecube. [x] "old school" nintendo [ ] More than 5 games for X-Box. [x] More than 5 games for PS2. [ ] More than 5 games for PSP. [ ] More than 5 games for Gamecube. [x] More than 5 games for nintendo [x] A DVD Player. [x] More than 5 movies on DVD. A . T . S . C . H . O . O . L: [ ] Your own locker. [ ] A working locker. [ ] A locker near your friends locker. [ ] good grades [x] a bookbag [x] A notebook for every class. [x] A book for every class. [x] Pens / Pencils. [x] A calculator. [x] A graphing calculator. [ ] A ruler. E . X . T . R . A . S: [x] A car. [ ] boat [x] A job. [x] A bike. [ ] A basketball hoop. [ ] soccer net [x] A store within walking distance. [ ] More than 4 acres of property --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Are you a child of the 70s 80s or 90s? 90's 2. Where were you born? Binghamton, New York 3. If you were born in another country, what age did u move? Permanent US citizen 4. What city did you grow up in? Binghamton 5. Did you enjoy your childhood? Not really, but there were some good parts 6. When you were a kid what did you want to be when you grew up? President of the United States 8. Name the first memorable vacation you took as a kid? Disney Land? (The one in Florida) 9. What was your first best friends name? Tony 10. Are they still your best friends? No, don't even know who the kid was/is anymore 12. How did you meet them? Had the same kindergarten teacher 13. Can you name all the schools you ever attended? L.W. West, Homer Brink, Maine-Endwell Middle School, Vestal Middle School, Vestal Senior High, Maine-Endwell High School, Broome Community College 14. Who was your first crush? Eileen Ketchoyian 15. Were you a shy quiet kid or a very wild and rowdy kid? Wild and rowdy 16. When you were little what did you do for fun? Stepped on aunts, and made my own games to play with my brother 17. Were you closer to your Mom or Dad as a kid? Mom 18. Do you have any embarrassing school stories to share? This kid, Shawn Munk, was sitting at my lunch table in second grade and he had snot hanging out of his nose, when I saw it I still up and threw up haha 19. What was the first record, tape or CD you remember buying? I think it was Limp Bizkit 20. How old do you want to be when you get married? 20's 21. How old to have kids? At least 25 22. Were you scared of anything? When I was little I was scared of the dark and deep water 23. What was your favorite class in school? History and English 25. Broke any bones or had any freaky accidents as a kid? Broke my arm by falling off of my bunkbed when I was really young 26. Were you a meanie head? Yeah, I still am quite the asshole to quite a few people 28. Did you play house or pretend to be a super hero? Super hero 29.Random memory from when you were a kid? The giant brawls all of us had when a ton of cool people live in the Hooper Road Apartments (ghettoes of Endwell) 30. Seriously..are you still just a kid at heart? Not really, but yes in some things 31. What are you hoping for right now? To see Stephanie for a decent amount of time tonight, haven't been able to see her much lately

Beginning of a new week, the last week before a weeklong Spring Break. Hell yeah! I'm pumped for it, I've had too much school. This break will give me the motivation I need to finish up this semester. I have the first half of the final exam today in Administation of Justice, one tomorrow in Juvenile Justice and then the second half of the Administration one on Wednesday. Been doing some work, and studying right now. Finally getting to see Stephanie tonight after her weeklong grounding. I'm really excited about that. I missed her a lot this week, I didn't realize how used to seeing her every day I was. As soon as there were a few days in a row that I hadn't seen her, I started to miss her a lot. The other night I was researching State Trooper salaries and found out that New York State Troopers make over sixty grand a year, and State Trooper Lieutenants can make over $100 grand. Since I have a high intelligence, and a knack for getting fit fast, I know I can do it. Although there are a lot of trade offs too, like alternating shifts, and the possibility of dying.

FIRSTS: 01. First best friend: Tony something at L.W. West is Endicott 02. First house: Some apartment in Binghamton 03. First hair-dye color you put in your hair: Never dyed my hair 04. First drug you've done, when and where: Weed, 9th grade, Dan Goguen's, never since then 05. First real girlfriend: Jessica 06. First screen name: Same as it is now 07. First self-purchased album: I think it was Limp Bizkit's original one 08. First funeral: My Great-Grandma's 09. First pet: Bud, Pet dog 10. First piercing's/tattoos: None LASTS: 01. Last cigarette: Summer of 7th grade where I smoked 8 at once, and then never since then 02. Last piercing's/tattoos: None 03. Last pet: Casper - American Bulldog 04. Last car ride: To BCC 05. Last good cry: Don't Remember 06. Last movie seen: Final Destination 3 07. Last beverage drank: Those pouch drinks that come in Lunchables 08. Last food consumed: Lunchables, haha 09. Last time showered: Last night 10. Last shoes worn: Etnies 11. Last CD played: Disturbed - Prayer 12. Last item bought: Tuna sub at Subway 13. Last annoyance: Melissa from myspace... 14. Last disappointment: Stephanie's grounding 15. Last shirt worn: Brown and white AE 16. Last website visited: Myspace 17. Last word you said: Cya 18. Last song you sang: You're Beautiful 19. Last phone number dialed: Stephanie's 20. Last song heard: Prayer - Disturbed LAST PERSON WHO: 01. Called you: Stephanie 02. Slept in your bed: Me 03. Saw you cry: Stephanie 04. Yelled at you: Don't Remember 05. Sent you an e-mail: Aunt Lisa 06.You had sex with: Take a guess 07. Said "i love you" and meant it: Stephanie Have you ever?: 01. Gone out in public in your pajamas?: No, any guy who does that takes it in the ass 02. Kept a secret from everyone?: No 03. Became addicted to any drugs?: No 04. Are you still addicted?: No 05. Tried comitting suicide, if so how?: No, I'm not an emo loser 06. Cried during a movie: No 07. Planned your week based on the TV Guide: No 08. Watched Degrasi?: I don't even know what it is 09. Been on stage?: Yes 10. Been to California?: No, but I want to go. Road trip! 11. Been to Hawaii?: No, but I want to go their when I get married for the honeymoon 12. Wished you were the opposite sex?: No 13. Thought you were going to die?: No 14. Wanted to run away?: Yes Friendship & Love: 01. Believe in love at first sight?: No, but you can feel a connection right away, or lust, depending on the situation 02. Do you want children one day, if so, how many?: Yes, two 03. Most important thing to you in a friendship is?: Loyalty 04. Been in love?: Yes 05. Ever thought about turning bi/gay/lesbian?: I've thought about becoming a lesbian Other Information: 01. Criminal record: Clean 02. Last book you read: My Administration of Justice Book 03. Worst feeling in the world: Betrayal 04. Who you love: Stephanie 05. Who you miss: Stephanie and family who doesn't live around here 06. Nickname(s): Father, Stevie James, Raw Deal 07. How old do you look?: I've heard anywhere from 18 to 23 08. How old do you act?: 19 09. How old are you?: 19 10. Are your parents together?: No 11. Are you happy?: Overall, yes Finsh the sentence... 01. I love to: have fun 02. I miss: having a high school load of homework 03. I wish: I had an unlimited supply of money 04. I'm annoyed: because Stephanie got grounded 05. I am: me 06. I want to be: State Trooper DO: 01. You think about suicide?: Nope 92. You have good hair?: Yes, when it's short 03. Others find you attractive?: Yes 04. Do you find yourself attractive?: Yes 05. You like cleaning?: No 06. You like yourself?: Yes, I wouldn't be anyone else 07. You cut yourself?: Nope, is this an emo dirtbag survey? What is: 01. The time right now?: 2:23 PM 02. Something you really hate?: Liars 03. Your eye color?: Blue/Green/Gray 04. Your hair color?: Brown 05. Your full name?: Steven Keator

Looks like this weekend is going to be a shitload of fun. Not really... I might go out tonight and do something, then I have to work Saturday. Other than that, it loooks like I'm going to be studying all weekend...gay. I wish this shit was like high school where I could get A's and B's on test without studying. The things I do to become a State Trooper... I've had enough of school for awhile, I can't wait until this semester ends. Four more weeks! Took my first of three driving lessons and them I'm on to my road test. Finally, this nineteen year old will have his damn license.

Finally got that mother fucking Juvenile Justice Term Paper done. I should get a good grade on it, and then that class is down. Got all scheduled for the Fall Semester, and I'm pretty pumped. Rise of the West, Criminal Investigation, College Writing, and Criminal Law. Should finally have a car and a license within the next two months. Been driving on a permit for fucking long enough... Other than that, not going to see Stephanie until Monday which really sucks. Starting to miss her already and it's Day 1. Don't know what's going on this weekend... other than work Saturday night 5:30 to 10:00. Fucking weekend hours...

Still working on schoolwork. Need to take a Psychology test at two that I almost forgot about, until right now. I need to get studying for the shit as soon as I'm out of Juvenile Justice. Done a ton of research on my Juvenile Justice paper that's due on Thursday, so that shit shgould be fun writing those 8 pages tomorrow. Stephanie seems like she might be getting in trouble with her mom because she's had twenty absences in school. Hopefully, she doesn't get grounded, that would suck. Feldman and Tuan aren't having a party Friday because of whining neighbors, so their taking a weekend off. The next weekend I'm looking forward to a camping trip that sounds like it will kick some ass. Not much else to say, other than that my mom needed to stop working and get on disability because of some bad shit that happened. We hardly had any food in our house before, now I don't even know what to expect.