i havent been on here in fucking forever. its been awhile.so far in the past couple of weeks i havent been doing too much.ive been hanging ot with alisa alot aand thats about it.i need to hangout with my friends.i havent seen any of them in a long ass time.ive been thinking alot about stuff lately.without the internet...i have too much time on my hands to think.and sometimes it sucks.ehhhhh tonight was a break for me.i had about 10 shots of various hard alcohol and witnessed my mom throwup for the first time.ever. enough about my night im out