i do not know what to do...i think that i have completly screwed myself over...all of our hopes have pretty much been crushed about moving..meaning that we have to stay here, i told my mom today that i would rather commit suicide than stay at this school. i told her that i would do everything that i could not to stay here!! I dreamed about driving to work, being a pca for my aunt, i dreamed about making new friends and packing and all of those things. But i was upset at first.. but then i thought about it and i was liek hey! this is cool i might actually be happy!! i really did hope to leave everything behind..to start over to maybe for once BE HAPPY. but now it more than likely will not work out.which makes me break down..i wont be able to handle another year here.i picked the wrong classes, knowing that i wouldnt be here i made that mistake, and i practically have no friends. i did the wrong things and the fighting and everything got to be too much and i went througth that "i am always right" phase and that ruined everything because i didnt know how to deal with my problems.i have lost 7 friends, that i really did care about but now they are gone.. i wanted to start over!! maybe i will. dear God, I pray to you right now, in hopes of a new beginning. Please allow us to start over, please give terri the support of selling his business and retirement, please help me and my family through this hard time, please be there for us. Please let this transition work out! Please.i really do need you now.... AMEN