i had such a horrible day! ahhhhh i just cannot stand her very much longer. i hate it. and there is nothing i can do either. there is just so much pain that when you do explode it is horrible. liek today for example was one of those exploding moments. i just dont understand it Was my t-shirt, it was mine, and all i asked was for her to take it off but she couldnt even do that.it just hurts so much that she is like that adn all of the things i say to her, she says back and that its all my fault..ahhhh i just cannot wait to move! to get out of pure hell will be nice for a change..i am really excited! ill have money from the coolest job in the whole world and im going to get an slr camera, a laptop, an ipod, a new cellphone..i will be able to do all of that and i will be happy, i dont know if it is me or if it is her, or what i just dont know.! i have found an amazing artist that painted beautiful asain art, im going to put in my room, when tiffany leaves and ill get black furniture, and paint my walls a lavender color. it will be really nice.. i hope.. i got a car this weekend. that is pretty cool, it is a 94' ford taurus.. not the coolest lookign cars but it will be good until i get a different car next year. im wantign a mercury couger..but we shall see what happens. there is seven days of school left. that is REALLY exciting. we get our year books on friday, the year has gone by sooooo fast it is amazing.i will get the letter from ridgewater.. I HOPE TO GOD THAT I GET IN!!!!! i think i like a certain someone but im not sure..is that weird? i think it is but whatever...