Maybe I shouldn't lie, to anyone; but my self. I say I don't love him, I know I said goodbye. But eveything about him just makes me want to cry. Just to think about him and everything he did. What he's all about, everything seemed so adlived. The faith we had it's now all gone. Watching him it makes me cry, now im all alone. Thinking of him with someone else eat's away at me inside. The thought of his arms, the thought of his touch his loving caress. On someone other than me I don't think I could bear to see. He's all I want, and now it's gone to a place I can't seem to be.