well there has been along going on in my life since i last wrote, well i have a new b/f he lives in VA though but he's the sweetiest thing ever. I really care about him. Well my best frined in postville has canser and john's mom is fighting it. Also my grandmother has canser. And my mom just went for the test the other day. well i'm hoping everything on that end is good. Though i'm also feeling not good enough but i hope that passes...on a good note i get to go home in 4 days. and i'm going to be spending time with my baby, also i going to see ashley...on thursday and friday, so it all should be fun. well i need to get going and now i know that this site isn't bloked i'll make sure i update more often.