Listening to: Headlights - The Classic Crime
Life is amazing. Life is wonderful. I`ve seen Travis for six days in a row now.
He came over yesterday and we "studied" for three hours. Actually, we just sat and talked. It was really nice. Then he came to visit me tonight with Shelby Brown.
It`s so wonderful, because I know that I`m not a rebound girl for him. And he`s not a rebound boy. He thinks I`m amazing, beautiful, and he wants to date me. I basically think the same for him. Except replace the beautiful with cute/handsome.
I`m happy. And I talked to Michael about it all finally. Apparently he was a bit upset when he heard, but got over it. He doesn`t care what I really do. Then we talked about how we don`t talk anymore. We resolved to stay good friends, because wasting a 2 year friendship isn`t worth it. It`s so strange, because just a little over a week ago, I had completely fallen for the boy. Now, I only see him as a friend and don`t quite see how I really saw him as more...well, sometimes when I look at him, I miss him like that. But then it generally turns into me missing talking to him. And now that I think about just everything, it make sense for us to be better friends...
I`m much better with Travis anyway. It just feels right to be in his arms.
But apparently people think I`m talking about Raeann now? I don`t even know her. If I`ve said anything about her, it`s been what other people have told me. I have no personal opinion on her. I`ve heard she`s a bitch and then I`ve heard that she`s really nice. Kind of cancel each other out. I choose just not to bother with the subject.
I`m also super excited because I finally get to meet Rachel. She`s going to be coming down on the 5th! After almost a year of knowing each other, we finally get to meet.
My life is amazing right now. I would not change a single thing about it.
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