Finally

by hammetrulzesp
Listening to: Babbling
Feeling: torn
Well, it's been like a week since I last posted. I figured I'd drop a line. Things have been steady, but busy, obviously. I've been seriously jonesin' to record some shit. I wanna get my drums over to Dustin's house and lay down some tracks. It'd be the BOMB DIGGITY!!!
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lol nice, yeah I'm sure it would
dont talk to me about disrespecting people,you fucking did shit with his ex while he still liked her and lied to his fucking face about it,thats disrespecting someone...and he didnt say lets step outside because he wasnt gunna punch you!so therefore it wasnt threatening...and youre really making something outa nothing here i mean mike wasnt in the wrong if i were him i woulda knocked your ass into last week
chris, i never threatened you. it is not like to do deal with shit by violence. all i did was step into your house and say you did a shitty thing that i think betrays our friendship, which is exactly what i think you did. and the only thing you ever did even coming close to an apology was typing im sorry in huge, obnoxious, ass-like letters in my comment section. that is not a fucking apology. im an undewrstanding guy chris, you know that.......
but certain lines you just dont fucking cross, like doing what you did with renee, lying to me about it, all while you knew that although i may not have still been dating her, emotions were still involved. im sure the only reason your parents are pissed is because you told them the chris version of the story. did you mention the part about phone sex, lying to me about it, and the fact that renee and i were still trying to work things out...
(in a friend sort of way). you fuckin stabbed me in the back chris. the exact same thing alex did to me with emily. just as you bitched about him doing it and how that was all bullshit this whole past year. and whats worse is i dated renee for a fucking year. and to top it all off now YOU are dating emily. what do the three of us do, just pass the chicks all around. what happened to the days of honor when you DONT date your friends ex.
what would you do if alex or i did what you did with caeleigh, or ended up dating her? i think you need to keep that in mind and put things in perspective. just because your the almighty chris doesnt mean only your fucking feelings matter. that is the whole situation here chris, no one is respecting anyones feelings, and it did NOT begin with me going to your house. it all started long before that. you were always the most sensible friend i had..
now i dont know what the fuck youre doing. that last thing i want is a continous online journal bitch fest. its up to you just as much as me what goes on between us chris. all im saying now i would like my pedals back, hopefully my dark new day cd (as it NAILS!) and im not even worried about the rest right now. so maybe we all need to stop pointing the finger chris. but that also includes yourself. what has happened cant change, only what will...