I was suppost to be there. I was played like a fool and I dont deserve to feel like a big piece of shit like i do... I couldnt even enjoy them because i was about to break down. It sounds soo fucking stupid and I know I shouldnt get worked over something soo stupid..But to me this meant so much more!!! So screw you for making me feel like this and making me feel like i had to say shit to you to make YOU feel better... I tried a few things tonight and would have gone farther but was interrupted...Why wont it just happen?? I just want everything to end but nothing is easy anymore so i cant even get out!!!!