I am sooo incredibly pissed about soo much right now...I hate Devan for always fucking lying to me and then playing his stupid little games! I hate my sister right now for what she just did to me! I hate that ALL of my friends are getting guys and then always talking about it...I dont mean to sound jealous because im not...but Im sick of hearing about all the guys hitting on them or whatever. I hate that Josh lied to me or KT one....!! I hate that i have sooo many damned problems in my life that I am worrying constantly and worrying other ppl and crying all the time! I just want everything to be like it was a long time ago!!!