Why is it that no matter what I do, I am always mistaken, or wrong, or whatever you choose to call it? Why can't I like certain music or people wihtout getting put down for it? Why do I have to put forth all efforts to keep things going? A conversation, smile, ANYTHING would be nice...just to reassure me that someone out there DOES care...but I don't get that often-the only way i do is if I say or do something first. I guess I truly am a burden on everyone and their lives- no one has insisted that I am not... So with all that said I have finally come to the conclusion that I am and will be FOREVER BY MYSELF!!!!