Listening to: ashey highland - andrew
Feeling: concerned
this music is sung by some kid at my school. i came across his lj and this link to purevolume was in it. and its him. its really good. well i think so.
im so like blah lately.
i wrote a note in science, and i didnt even know who i was writing it to. i wrote it to some random person. and i like spilled my guts in it. about everything that was on my mind. everything. it was like odd. (i was just sitting there with the pen in my hand and i HAD to write this note. it was like some compelling feeling. i guess i should bring my journal to school again.)
but finally around the end of it i decided to make it for heri. but yeah. idk.
today has been odd.
and heri is being really weird. he was being all depressed today. and it was making me concered. i hate not knowing how to make him feel better. it hurts to see/hear him upset. but i cant try to fix things if he doesnt tell me whats wrong. yanno? and he keeps on denying something is wrong. but i know he is upset about something. i can hear it in his voice.
the band concert is tonight. and i dont think im going. i need the night off. too much guard and stuff. i need the night off. i need it. i feel like a bad girlfriend and all unsupportive because of it. but yeah. im sorry. but i need this night off. but its not lke its sousa or xmas. sorry if that makes me selfish. =/ but theres other concerts and i see you perform every saturday.
well im going to go eat dinner.
♥♥
ps - andrew's music
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