I cant even begin to put into words how lucky I am to have met someone like haddad. Someone who has allowed me to use my heart and love to the fullest extent, someone who has allowed me to laugh with out holding back, & to let me feel so much. He has been so much more to me than anyone else has been in my life. He has been a stranger, an enemy, a friend, a best friend, && the boy that I have fallen in love with, with every look at his face. We have put each other through so much and though sometimes it feels like we should just give up and run away we never once have been able to. && I know that its something I could truly never do. Without haddad around I just dont feel right. I dont feel like a whole being. No matter what happens or where I am hes inside my head keeping this smile upon my face. I thank him so much for everything he has done for me. & for loving me. Although we havent always been this happy or this beautiful doesnt mean that we didnt care for each other. I will admit that no one can make me as mad or upset as haddad can, but thats only because I love him to death & I am so scared of losing him We have fought , cried, & screamed but here we are. Smiling. Staying strong. & I will believe that it will continue to remain that way. I found so much through his heart. It feels like the first day of summer with every step i take. Ive learned so much through his eyes that I cant help but look into them every chance I get. Ive never been able to cry for someone else the way I do him. When he is upset, I feel the weight of the world stomping down onto my heart. When I see him without the biggest smile on his face, I feel so low. So small. Its hard to believe that someone like him could deserve an ounce of sadness. I refuse to. Most of all haddad is my best friend. He sees me late at night when im tired & confused and too sleepy to realise all the dumb things I say. He sees me when im sick, unshowered & hideous. He sees me when im at my best && at my worst. But no matter what, I feel my best with him. Taryn & haddad , together forever.