looking back not alot has changed. its Thursday, April the 23rd. Saturday is ANZAC day again. Haddad and I are still together, still happy. not so much crazily inlove, but still inlove. Mikes still in the picture, i have been talking to him alot more than i should i guess. were pretty close lately. things have gotten a bit more real. although hes still not here, things have progressed slowly. being nearly 19 ive finally decided if i cant get him to me, ill have to go to him. which i will do eventually. So i worked at Amber Tiles for 18 months. I was then unemployed for a week. I am now at Action Tiles, working for sue & steve ivers, where i have been for maybe 3 weeks now. its not bad. I miss Angie Duncan alot. you know maybe should write in here more often, so its not about whats happened for the last year, its about my feelings and whats going on. Yes whenever i have a spare minute il keep in mind to write how im feeling and why Oh P.S i have to see a psycologist for my crazy antics, if not haddad will leave me. :)