He plays violin and he's into multicultural music......i thought of him as a more square guy but oh well.....carolyn wants his babies.......too much......so i realized that the thing which makes me dislike sean a bit is that he likes himself a tad too much....well way too much...but everyone has their flaw..........except one person...... sociopathic highlight: "why did the dead baby cross the road?" "cause he was stapled to the chicken......BAHAHAHA" it's great..... so i did all my homework.......yay! my mom for the first time disagrees with my musical taste oh well......meh so i am happy yet bored......yet a tad pissed cause tomorrow will le suck....bad schedule........ emo poetry!: douse me in cider the barrel full to the brim fetched from the apple orchard from the ripe apples that bob merrily in the wind .....until hurrican katrina comes and obliterates it :) Elio.

not fond of it when i'm drained from FRIGGIN REHEASAL!!!!! so today was long and tedious...and school is tomorrow....but it's a good day of classes...so bleh...... i discovered my new liking for the strokes, hot iqs, and arctic monkeys....before i liked the arctic mokeys.....but i'm now crazy fo' them...and a bit of tegan and sara.... so my girlfriend has a beautiful singing voice...i heard it yesterday and i keep hearing it in the back of my head singing whatever tune she sang in her kitchen as she cooked. my neck is le stiff....it makes me fele emo.... so sean decided it would be funny to give me the mental image of hime bursitng a scrotum....not fun.... btw...le check my livejournal. http://elio_the_crazed.livejournal.com/ emo poem: pita chips SMASHED INTO OBLIVION by my pearly white/black emo dentures of doom klf;oefj;osdjfg;odsgjop;m;elermg;lermg;ler is what they cry....in emo spasms of pain and suffering...but stomach acids of woe silence them. hola hola bouritto!

so i'm all better after my shitty week........and i saw my girlfriend......it was fun....she cooked for me for once and it was delish!...... I almost kissed her.....i was layong on her bad and i hugged her close and just as i was about to, her mom knocks on the door......my oh my.....feeling emo? in any case she's amazing........and her friend arielle is le cool......like woah.....hahahaha so who's watching the olympics? Elio.

I feel so weird lately..... it's been a strange week......i am not the same giddy elio this week......but once i see my beauty i'll be okay. since nobody checks this, i have no qualms in saying, i cannot stand some people for various reasons.....but mainly because they are cold. they can be interesting and funny...but they are genuinly cold. take selina.....kind, intersting....great over all...but she pities me and she's cold and ats as though i'm a burden when i'm around her..... i could just say: don't pity me anymore...i'm not zach.....but no......i take it...and it offends me......at least she doesn't hurt me like some others. oh well. so i saw some drama presentations tonight....so many people did fantabulous jobs....i miss it.....but it was so hectic and heartwrenching having to deal with Ms. Grynol, who made it hell for me. But i felt like i wasn;t accomplished....at all....... Xina played the same horny vixen as usual....and for once...she didn't make me laugh or smile....she just seemed desperate for attention and laughs....oh well....... off to get ready for bed...... Elio.

Less and less frequent entries......ah......so to start things off....here's a poem.... the crackling of the charred and blackened hair on my head smells of oils and burning flesh from my scalp long and unruly are the long curls, now matted and full of dirt....... prisoner of my eyes brimming with tears, which course down my face, stinging the spoiled and blistered skin....twisted like the many hurricanes on Jupiter the smell of charcoal and drying blood fill my nostrils as i scramble around inside the previously blazing bathroom.... ....the phoenix rose......and burned away the room with it...... .....it isn't wise to play with matches .....it is even less wise to set one's head on fire...... Elio.... try reading it to the end without smiling once....just try. HEHEHEH.......so today was okay.......long....tiring....but okay.......i felt a little sad though cause i miss my girlfriend........i wonder......is it better thta we aren't in the same school? If we were always together, it would be too muhc maybe, or we'd be less independant and only stick together....but also...sometimes you just want to see them.....well.....now that i wrote about something remotely normal...i have to shock you all.... I KINDA LIKE A FALL OUT BOY SONG..... no idea which one....but it's on my friend ali's myspace profile.....something about kerosine and "you look so good in blue".....but it's not amazing......juts okay......... i had a bad guitar lesson last night.....wasn't fun....meh.....it was actually my inspiration for writing that poem up there / | | | my that's a phalic arrow......... in any case......... goodbye Elio.

Actually.....not rant...good news......that girl I liked....well she is now my GEE EFF Y'all....OH EM EFF GEE!!!!! christ......could never talk like that....i'd skewer myself apon a button which said "I fuck for Jesus"...or "fuck buttons"......anyway.....I went to the gym for the first time ever.....but it's in a cool loft and my friend and cousin are there...it was really fun.......o_O.....i know DOUBLE-YOO TEE EFF!...that was fun.....i'm a bit hungry.......... Elio words of wisdom: yeast infections aren't appetizing

so yeah.....tires....chaos......people being unkind...others surprising me.......still smitten........starving for lunch....stress....exams........YAY! My mom has a chance to get her art showin in a huge gallery...but she's unsatisfid with the photos taken of the work....so naturally it's my fault.......the other night there was a party.....pretty much just played guitar for the whole time.....I think hardial will be okay......levi's got a good head on his shoulders...she's acting more herself and lessin danielle's shadow.......who btw is such a cunt.......can she be straight wiht me? just tell me: i hate you......don't be nice one day and bitchy the next......she blows things way out of proportion....i reminded justin, not even her, of how something he did....she snaps that i've said it 10 times.......funny how that works since it was the last day of school when it was last said and i've spoken to maybe 4 people max before that partay so why would i tell someone 3 times.....and how would she know about it.......well......when she finally takes that 10 foot pole out of her ass she'll apreciate life...or she'll turn out ina gutter bitching to whatever parasites are infectiong her......TAPE WORMS.......i have a science exam tomorrow....then bio on tuesday...then math on wednesday,.......fun.....should probably study more for all of them but i'm to lazy to push for science untill after i eat....................................... AMNIOTIC FLUID!!!!!!!!!

So yeah...long time since I wrote.....the zine fair went well, got inquired for an exhibition.....was asked for the modelling agency of natasha who modelled for it......i doubt she knows that she's gorgeous.......almost as gorgeous as this BANANA BREAD THAT IS SO DELICIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL......Natasha nearly compares to it....:O!!!!!! So yeah....I left out a sexual organ thus far so........cowpers glands in my soup....so yeah......work is not amusing...still smitten with that same woman......exams are day after tomorrow........People are driving me nuts.....WHY CAN'T PEOPLE BE TOLERANT. I have quite a few hot and cold bitches who will be great one day and hitler the next! And they say Emilie is bipolar.....well no one does,......but anyway...THEY ARE WAY MORE BIPOLAR THAN HER! She is the same everyday...and if not...she'll warn us.....I will fight to not be an asshole.......people are so intolerant.....I can't stand this.....it makes me furious! Oh......and I am starting to doubt my intersts.....I feel like I have no talens but to be unique.....I try and start something and then I fail...os i quit....basketball, tennis, flute(shudders), magazine writer, cartoonist, artist......why do I fail to much or lose interst.......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I am having a moment....anywho! Lisa brought chocalte to school the other day....her dad works in a chocolatye factory....she's so huggable! And short...she's like the spawn of the devil! :) k...gotta study more.....bye for now

So yeah...my magazine whihc i am maing with my emo friend is oging to be unveiled on staurday....maybe....see....we're not done assembling it and she is booked with rehersals. And my mom won't come with me tonight to go and make copies....I may need to cajole with my dad. I will be alone in the basement of a church from 11-6....I may starve.....I am really starting to dislike the snow which is begining to freeze my ass and causing me to want to sacrifice a certain child and/or teacher....but they shall remain anonymous..... CHERRIO!

so yeah....people are being assholes to me......an making fun of how i dress and my funny hats and how i'm lanky.......if your my friend...i don't care...if your not.....FUCK OFF! So I am stuck between making them feel like shit about themselves or just doing nothing...I MAY JUST CHOSE THE: FUCK YOU GO TO HELL technique...... now that i have ranted a wee bit....i feel better......i'm not sure if i believe in love at firt sight, but i met someone the other day who is a lot like me and so great and i like her a lot.....not sure if its a strong like as in freinds or even more......anywhoooooooo...g2g eat now.........EVIL PUPAS AND UVUAL UTERUS......JELLY jelly jelly jelly jelly jelly jelly jelly jelly jelly bones........:) or :( oh ps.....magda just came in to the room and said while laughing: ohohohoh......starving children.......:D

Yeah can I point out that emilie asked me if i was eating telletubbies when i was gorging upon nutella.....>! WELL I'M CONFUSED! Well now i am scaed shitless of XINA! her smile looks like it will rip em to shreads alone and her social status will make it very sticky for me to blow her off.....FUNFUNFUN!!!!!!! YEAH I HAVE AN ART TRIP TOMOROW SO YAY!!!!! GUSHING VAGINAS FILLED WITH KIDNEY JAM AND PURPLE YAM MAKES ME SAM I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emo poem about labias minor and majora: LABias MAJOR a and MANORA= minora which IES SECKS EEEEEH!!!!! and makes meeee bleed blu e bl00d therefore i am emo

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! First of all, today I made a movie for english w/ alex steinbergovichmansky. aka alex. we made fun of nuns right outside the church.....WHEN ALEX YELLED JESUS CHRIST OUTSIDE IT.....I DIED....she also said: You have no control! WHo do you think you are. I'm in power...I'M THE FRICKIN' NUN!!!!! I died right then and there, fortunately, a juicy uterus revived me by shocking me with THE STATIC ELECTRICITY OF A NEGATIVELY CHARGED RULER MADE OF PLASTIC! So then I went to café esperenza w/ alex only to learn that selina has been making up excuses not to go.....so why can't people be straight with me. so while alex aka hollywood hatted on her cellphone and ate, I overheard a conversation w/ xina. I go to talk to her and as if she's okay. this was what she said, more or less: APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE YOU WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME ON FRIDAY (referring to my café outing where her close friend jess joined us) AND YOU CALLED ME A SOCIAL CLIMBER AND A TWO FACED BITCH! Not that she isn't partially true, because emilie and i are kinda "drifting away" as she says. She has moved onto the bigger and better......so I reply: DO U ACTUALLY THINK I AM THAT STUPID XINA? JESS WAS RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND I BADMOUTH YOU!? EVEN IF I WERE PISSED AT YOU I WOULDN'T SAY ANYTHING WITH JESS THERE! I ACTUALLY DEFENDED YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT. I WASN'T GOSSIPING NEGATIVELY.....after more angered rambling i passed the phone away....then she confronts me on msn again...here is the convo: To: starbabe_60@hotmail.com Start Time: 9:56:47 PM; End Time: 10:16:14 PM ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:56:52 PM) how was the outing? X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:56:59 PM) hey! X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:56:59 PM) ummm X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:00 PM) well X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:03 PM) eee X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:04 PM) ooo X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:04 PM) uuu X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:14 PM) ...not so swell ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:57:21 PM) what happened? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:57:28 PM) did you get totally honest with him ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:57:48 PM) or just pretend like you don't get it and ur totally friendly X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:58:02 PM) no..he didn't make a move. but i sat next to alex and sam. i think he kinda got the message...i hope so. o well, it would have been really cool if u had come ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:02:39 PM) well my mom needed unpacking and I had to feed people cause my dad can't cook. Riot Radio says:? (10:02:53 PM) ahh je vois Riot Radio says:? (10:03:06 PM) but honestly...are we ok?? if u don't feel comfrtable, u need to tell me ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:03:54 PM) no everything is fine ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:03:59 PM) i'm so tired Riot Radio says:? (10:04:57 PM) wait... Riot Radio says:? (10:05:08 PM) honestly, i don't get the sense that everything is fine ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:34 PM) EVERYTHIGN IS FINE XINA! WE DON'T NEED DRAMA 24/7 ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:36 PM) I like you ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:39 PM) you like me ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:43 PM) we're friends Riot Radio says:? (10:05:52 PM) u talk about us being at different social levels.. i don't see it. we have diufferent frineds. ok. fine. we can make our frineship work. Jess and i are sisters, and I'm really close with bekha and i adore kyla Riot Radio says:? (10:06:16 PM) ok, but i'm only basing what i;m saying on what ppl have told me. ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:06:57 PM) Well it's not exactly the same. SOme of your friends judge me : ie Aaron and Marley and I am not to fond of being around them ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:26 PM) But that doesn't make me think differently about you Riot Radio says:? (10:07:33 PM) but i don't think they do judge you... they never tlak about u ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:38 PM) it's just kind of inconvenient to have them on my back ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:48 PM) But they're just mean to my face ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:50 PM) aska lex ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:52 PM) *alex ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:57 PM) she's in my classes ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:08:06 PM) so i juts kinda feel odd ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:08:20 PM) but the play will allow me to feel elss akward ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:08:26 PM) *awkward Riot Radio says:? (10:08:57 PM) mmhmm...ya, i mean i don't see how they treat you inclass. i just hope that you won't let them get in the way of our frinship ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:09:19 PM) nope ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:09:37 PM) but i want to avoid a bad situation if i can Riot Radio says:? (10:10:09 PM) ok Riot Radio says:? (10:10:30 PM) so do you think that means that we should set aiside time to hang out???? away from everyone?? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:00 PM) nah ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:44 PM) its just i'm busy but i'll get into grade 10 rhythm soon and find time during school., for some reason i always go outside or go in the reasource center....cause its quieter ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:49 PM) but in class we interact ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:52 PM) like art Riot Radio says:? (10:12:15 PM) ya, true Riot Radio says:? (10:12:20 PM) but it's not like last year Riot Radio says:? (10:12:27 PM) but things change i guess...?? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:12:35 PM) Well our class was a friggin blessing ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:12:59 PM) except ryan maybe...cause he screwed up things for u and herb and wasn't so peacxhy to me Riot Radio says:? (10:13:43 PM) he's just an all around bad apple Riot Radio says:? (10:13:46 PM) ah well Riot Radio says:? (10:13:57 PM) I've recovered! ?? are u fully over ali?? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:14:09 PM) yuperoo! ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:14:18 PM) it was kinda easy to move on w/ leah at camp and all Riot Radio says:? (10:16:02 PM) a new girl always makes it easy to move on. well, sort of, temporarily Riot Radio says:? (10:16:03 PM) eeps Riot Radio says:? (10:16:05 PM) brb .......................................................................... well i'm rather pissed.....so yeah....i walked home w/ alex and we skipped and it was fun.....but i really can't trust her as funny as she is.......i know i can trust magenta/emile/uvual uterus woman......because she is so secks-yew-oual........sexual that is..... OH DEAR ITCHEZ AND HOES.....enjoy my rant btw i am ?!you ruined christmas¡¿

SO I WAS MAKING SOME PLACENTA JAM WHEN I REALIZED I HAD TO GO TO SCHOOL....ONLY TO FIND THAT MR. POIRIER, MY METRO-SECKS-EWE-OUAL (metrosexual) FRENCH TEACHER HAD "ACCIDENTALLY CORRECTED MY ROUGH DRAFT INSTEAD OF THE FINAL COPY.....I pled for him to revise the mark and correct the final copy....but alas, I remain an emo fetus with a C on that essay.....SO EVEN THOUGH I GOT A HIGH MARK ON ANOTHER ESSAY IN HIS CLASS....I still dislike him a lot...and people are saying I am juts ungreatful for my C.......and I don't get Cs......so the musical..........I AM GETTING ANOTHER SHITTY ROLE.......À LA MAN #1 who's 6ft 2...LIKE ME!!!!!!! AND I WANTED THE ECCENTRIC PSYCHO DUDE....WHO SOUND LIKE ME!!!!!!!! WELL....I THINK I'LL MAIL MY NEWLY PREGNANT DIRECTOR WHO GAVE ME A SHITTY ROLE A KNITTING NEEDLE.....SHE'LL GET THE MESSAGE...NO CHILD DESERVES TO ENTER THIS WORLD THRU HER VAGINA.....maybe I'll make her eat her own placenta...like hippie women do...it's full of vitamins.....I bet it's 5 months till she hands out tickets for her birth on stage....blocked by Ms. Campbel....and viewed by thousands....."I don't like your screaming.....it's not believable....>I TOLD YOU NOT TO ASK FOR ANESTHETICS....well I'm off to bed.....so g'night bitchezzzzz and hoes.....and uvulas.....and labias majora.....BUT NOT MINORA THOSE CUNTING CUNT CUNT FUCKING CUNT FUCKERS WHO ARE LOCATED ALONG THE VAGINA WITHOUT PUBIC HAIR AND ARE SOFTER AND FLESHIER..........I got an A in sexed and the reproduction unit.......so tea parties in placentas rule...

I am about to confess to having women problems!!!!!!!!! I have one who likes me but I think of her only as a friend. I have one who probably thinks of me as a friend....but I like her. I had an italian woman who is kissing me a lot who just left back for Italy. Well.....yeah...and my friends are all moving too fats and getting into shit.....so yeah....i have some of minions who are cool still....like emElie...and EmIlie...and EmUlee....and AMY LEE!!!!!

I AM JOHN-SMELLIO.....I AM CURRENTLY IN A UTERUS HAV ING A TEA pARTY....VAGINAsaur...sounds like a pokemon......