AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! First of all, today I made a movie for english w/ alex steinbergovichmansky. aka alex. we made fun of nuns right outside the church.....WHEN ALEX YELLED JESUS CHRIST OUTSIDE IT.....I DIED....she also said: You have no control! WHo do you think you are. I'm in power...I'M THE FRICKIN' NUN!!!!! I died right then and there, fortunately, a juicy uterus revived me by shocking me with THE STATIC ELECTRICITY OF A NEGATIVELY CHARGED RULER MADE OF PLASTIC! So then I went to café esperenza w/ alex only to learn that selina has been making up excuses not to go.....so why can't people be straight with me. so while alex aka hollywood hatted on her cellphone and ate, I overheard a conversation w/ xina. I go to talk to her and as if she's okay. this was what she said, more or less: APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE YOU WERE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME ON FRIDAY (referring to my café outing where her close friend jess joined us) AND YOU CALLED ME A SOCIAL CLIMBER AND A TWO FACED BITCH! Not that she isn't partially true, because emilie and i are kinda "drifting away" as she says. She has moved onto the bigger and better......so I reply: DO U ACTUALLY THINK I AM THAT STUPID XINA? JESS WAS RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND I BADMOUTH YOU!? EVEN IF I WERE PISSED AT YOU I WOULDN'T SAY ANYTHING WITH JESS THERE! I ACTUALLY DEFENDED YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT. I WASN'T GOSSIPING NEGATIVELY.....after more angered rambling i passed the phone away....then she confronts me on msn again...here is the convo: To: starbabe_60@hotmail.com Start Time: 9:56:47 PM; End Time: 10:16:14 PM ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:56:52 PM) how was the outing? X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:56:59 PM) hey! X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:56:59 PM) ummm X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:00 PM) well X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:03 PM) eee X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:04 PM) ooo X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:04 PM) uuu X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:57:14 PM) ...not so swell ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:57:21 PM) what happened? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:57:28 PM) did you get totally honest with him ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (9:57:48 PM) or just pretend like you don't get it and ur totally friendly X?? Love on the Rocks with no Ice says:? (9:58:02 PM) no..he didn't make a move. but i sat next to alex and sam. i think he kinda got the message...i hope so. o well, it would have been really cool if u had come ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:02:39 PM) well my mom needed unpacking and I had to feed people cause my dad can't cook. Riot Radio says:? (10:02:53 PM) ahh je vois Riot Radio says:? (10:03:06 PM) but honestly...are we ok?? if u don't feel comfrtable, u need to tell me ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:03:54 PM) no everything is fine ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:03:59 PM) i'm so tired Riot Radio says:? (10:04:57 PM) wait... Riot Radio says:? (10:05:08 PM) honestly, i don't get the sense that everything is fine ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:34 PM) EVERYTHIGN IS FINE XINA! WE DON'T NEED DRAMA 24/7 ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:36 PM) I like you ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:39 PM) you like me ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:05:43 PM) we're friends Riot Radio says:? (10:05:52 PM) u talk about us being at different social levels.. i don't see it. we have diufferent frineds. ok. fine. we can make our frineship work. Jess and i are sisters, and I'm really close with bekha and i adore kyla Riot Radio says:? (10:06:16 PM) ok, but i'm only basing what i;m saying on what ppl have told me. ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:06:57 PM) Well it's not exactly the same. SOme of your friends judge me : ie Aaron and Marley and I am not to fond of being around them ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:26 PM) But that doesn't make me think differently about you Riot Radio says:? (10:07:33 PM) but i don't think they do judge you... they never tlak about u ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:38 PM) it's just kind of inconvenient to have them on my back ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:48 PM) But they're just mean to my face ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:50 PM) aska lex ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:52 PM) *alex ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:07:57 PM) she's in my classes ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:08:06 PM) so i juts kinda feel odd ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:08:20 PM) but the play will allow me to feel elss akward ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:08:26 PM) *awkward Riot Radio says:? (10:08:57 PM) mmhmm...ya, i mean i don't see how they treat you inclass. i just hope that you won't let them get in the way of our frinship ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:09:19 PM) nope ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:09:37 PM) but i want to avoid a bad situation if i can Riot Radio says:? (10:10:09 PM) ok Riot Radio says:? (10:10:30 PM) so do you think that means that we should set aiside time to hang out???? away from everyone?? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:00 PM) nah ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:44 PM) its just i'm busy but i'll get into grade 10 rhythm soon and find time during school., for some reason i always go outside or go in the reasource center....cause its quieter ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:49 PM) but in class we interact ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:11:52 PM) like art Riot Radio says:? (10:12:15 PM) ya, true Riot Radio says:? (10:12:20 PM) but it's not like last year Riot Radio says:? (10:12:27 PM) but things change i guess...?? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:12:35 PM) Well our class was a friggin blessing ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:12:59 PM) except ryan maybe...cause he screwed up things for u and herb and wasn't so peacxhy to me Riot Radio says:? (10:13:43 PM) he's just an all around bad apple Riot Radio says:? (10:13:46 PM) ah well Riot Radio says:? (10:13:57 PM) I've recovered! ?? are u fully over ali?? ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:14:09 PM) yuperoo! ?!you ruined christmas¡¿ says:? (10:14:18 PM) it was kinda easy to move on w/ leah at camp and all Riot Radio says:? (10:16:02 PM) a new girl always makes it easy to move on. well, sort of, temporarily Riot Radio says:? (10:16:03 PM) eeps Riot Radio says:? (10:16:05 PM) brb .......................................................................... well i'm rather pissed.....so yeah....i walked home w/ alex and we skipped and it was fun.....but i really can't trust her as funny as she is.......i know i can trust magenta/emile/uvual uterus woman......because she is so secks-yew-oual........sexual that is..... OH DEAR ITCHEZ AND HOES.....enjoy my rant btw i am ?!you ruined christmas¡¿