I feel so weird lately..... it's been a strange week......i am not the same giddy elio this week......but once i see my beauty i'll be okay. since nobody checks this, i have no qualms in saying, i cannot stand some people for various reasons.....but mainly because they are cold. they can be interesting and funny...but they are genuinly cold. take selina.....kind, intersting....great over all...but she pities me and she's cold and ats as though i'm a burden when i'm around her..... i could just say: don't pity me anymore...i'm not zach.....but no......i take it...and it offends me......at least she doesn't hurt me like some others. oh well. so i saw some drama presentations tonight....so many people did fantabulous jobs....i miss it.....but it was so hectic and heartwrenching having to deal with Ms. Grynol, who made it hell for me. But i felt like i wasn;t accomplished....at all....... Xina played the same horny vixen as usual....and for once...she didn't make me laugh or smile....she just seemed desperate for attention and laughs....oh well....... off to get ready for bed...... Elio.