Hey everyone sorry i haven't written in a while ive been pretty busy this past week. well so far ive had to help my mom keep the dang house clean and then my grandparnets came over for chirtsmas what a pain in the neck even though i got 100 bucks out of them. while ive been home ive been on the phone a lot ive never talked any longer then 2 hours but lately ive been on the phone with bruce and ronnie for 3 hours at a time and sometimes till 12 at night. and last wenesday i went to church with them and i have to sayu bruce got real cute and my chrush i had on him last year came back . ronnie found out and told me bruce likes me too.now all i have to do is wait till he askes me out which i hope wont take to long since i go back to school in a week. my chirstmas wasnt as bad as i thought and i got a lot of cool stuff. i got a cowgirl hat, a white spinning belt bukle, a few hoodies, a 100 dollar gift card to pac sun, 2 25 dollar gift cards to walmart, new shoes, a picture frame, a care bear watch, boxer shorts, scurb pants, bath stuff, and i bought the new purfum by brintey spears with the money my grandparents gave me (it smells so good), oh yah and a digtal camrea. i cant wait to see what dez got me cause she wont tell me what she got. well g2g dad needs the comp. ill try and write soon. love ya Jessica Segner

this is so kool. im going to this new school and they get out at 2 and theres no school on fridays. man i fucking love this. plus tonite im going out with some friends like i do everyother friday but this time my new boyfriend is comeing it rocks my socks of. well anyway ill wirte later. Love, Jessica

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wow when i got to school today things where going crazy. my spanish and histroy teacher was fired. and the lady who runs the school is lying about what happened my english teacher is leaving in 30 days (found that out yesterday) and my chem. and alg. 2 teacher is leaving really soon also. i dont know what im going to do. the only other school i can go to is really expensive and i dont think we can afford it right now. did i minching that the lady who owns the school is completely crazy. i dont really care what happens as long as i can complete the 11th grade on time. oh and i also have work today. which im not looking forward to cause theres so much drama going on right no inculding rumors about me and another co-worker. its f***ing crazy. so im kindin in the process of finding another job. hopefully ill find one sooner than later. well g2g Love Jessica

hey once again im sorry its been so long since i last wrote. well alot has happened i have a job now which i hate and plan on getting a new one soon. i think i might try and get one at petsmart. but anyway ive had a lot of guy drama lately i dont remember what was happening last time i wrote but i havent been dateing many guys recently even though ive had alot of crushes. myh current crush is this guy from work and im really hoping he'll ask me to prom soon. but any way i got to go schools almost out.

ok so a lot has happened in the last couple months. and i dont know where to start so i guess ill just go by cat. well in the guy area that one guy i talked about in my last enrty well lets say hes out of the pic. it ends up all he want was to be friends with benifits and im not into that kinda crap. well anyways then i started talking with this guy i hadnt seen for like 2 years or something and we started dating. that lasted about a month because he was so worried about his dumb problems that he didnt have time for a damn g/f which i think is a load of bull. but what can i say. well ive also been talkin to this one guy who knows my best friend and well i cant wait to see him again. well that all their is when it comes to guys.

ok so i had kinda meet this guy at the first jboro game and i thought he was really cute then i found out he had a myspace and i added him to my friends list and we hit it off. so i went to last nights game to see him and we hit it off even more and god is he hott as hell. it was really funny though cause this gurl from my church had told him not to talk to me and when we where hanging out she kept giving us the death stare it so funny. well i also finally got a job and i had to work 2day. its not to bad. and i make good money my first 2 weeks i make $6 hour and if i become permant then after that 2 weeks i get a raise. its awsome. well g2g Love YA Jessica Segner

sorry i havent writen in so long. ive become oppssed with www.myspace.com

well the first day of school was alot of fun. its going to be so easy and the teachers are mostly young so they are going to be really fun. plus all the other kids are really kool. theres only 2 other 11th grade gurls and the rest are guys (there atotal of 8 11th graders). well yesterday i only got to talk to brad for a min. and i think that was one of the worest mins. in my life. i found out that hes in the navy and he just got an order to go to iraq. i hope hes going to be ok cause i dont know what ill do if he gets hurt or worse. well g2g im really tired and shaky. Love Ya Jessica Segner

well yesterday i went to open house. wow my school went from 1 highschooler (me) to 14. there are going to be 7 11th graders, 3 12th graders and im not sure about the rest. i also found out that one of the guys i meet last year (some came from the school nextdoor to mine) had a cursh on me last year. and hes kinda cute. but theres also a new guy whos going to be in 10th grade thats also really cute and he seemed to be intersed in me. its going to be a crazy year. i also got my schedule for this year, its going to be so easy. i have UShistory and Chemistry, and a 1 hour free time on Monday Wensday and friday. and USlit SAT and Alg2, and 30 free time on tuesday and thurday. plus i already have homework, we have to read this really good book called stargirl and the theacher wants us to have a third of it read by thursday, well i alreay have a third read and plan on finshing it by 2morrow. school is actually going to be fun for once. and i think my fav subject is going to be US lit cause we have a really coll teacher. well g2g cut up a watermelen. Love Ya Jessica Segner

ok so like im still toatally confused about the whole brad thing. and haven't been able to talk to him bc my parnets took away my phone. i think i mintion that already. i dont know but ive decide that until i get older ill not only secertly date him but to prevent my parnets from finding out im ganna have to date a few other pple. i already have a list going for possble guys. but first i have to break it off with my current boyfriend. he is being such an ass. last time i saw him he ignored me and then tryed feeling up on me, not that i have a prob with that just not @ church so then he got real pissed and he hasnt called me in 3 weeks. god he is so immautre and annoying. i dont know how i ever thought i loved him. but anyway eough about guys. i know everyone is probly back in school by now. well guess what not me. i got up yesterday moring thinking i was going to go to school and my dad calls my teacher. we werent quite sure if i started this week or not. so it turns out that i still have one more week of summer. yeahhhhhhhh. sad thing is, i have nothing to do all day. :( guess i'll have to make a call to my friend Ron who just graduated this year and see if he wants to hang out thursday or friday night, cause 2morrow i have church (i cant wait to rub in the fact that i havent started yet) and saturday im trying to go to the dance @ the moron church. if i do go to the dance i kinda hope that this hott guy Chad has broken up with his girlfriend i know that sounds cruel but he can do alot better than her and shes not even aloud to have a boyfriend yet so its like a toatal secert from his best friend(his girls friend is his bestfriends sister) well g2g its almost midnight and i have to take a shower and get ready for bed. god im not even tired. well see ya Love Ya Jessica Segner

well i thought things went well when brad came over. but last night when i was in the car my dad tells me straght up that he didnt like him and he didnt want anything to do with him and so forth. they also told me that i've been acting like a sopiled brat all summer and i need to straight out, then they toke my phone away so now im on phone restriction for a week and i cant drive for a week. they also said a whole bunch of other things that im not going to minchn. i cryed for about two hour. i mean brad is one of the best things thats happened to me all summer, hes nice and really cares about me and it might get ruined by my parnets, I dont have much time to write so im going to have to hurry. cause right now my life feels as if its going down the drain if you know what i mean. i dont know what im going to do they had said that we could just be friends and we where going to wait till i was old enough to date him but who knows if thats even going to happen now. if anyone has any adivce for me plezzzzzzzz say something, i feel as if im going crazy. well g2g Love Ya Jessica Segner

Omg im so freaking nervous. Brad (the 20 year old) is coming over to my house tonite to have dinner with me and my parnets. ive been talking to him everyday since i got home and were both going crazy. nither of us can stop thinking of each other. plus ive found out we have a lot in commen. i cant belive i dont even care that hes been married before and has a two year old son. but besides that hes loaded with cash. he makes 100,000 a year, and i just found out that hes moving down closer to me because of a job he got with GA power. he also told me that when he moves down hes bring down one of his hores and the hores i want Dapper and hes going to keep Dapper at the stables where i take lessons for me. he is so sweet and he even cares that my parnets are really worried bc of his age. but away g2g on the phone with Brad. Love Ya, Jessica Segner

ok so this weekend i went camping with the stables i go to. it was so much fun we wnt on two trail rides and both where 3 hours long. I found the perfect horse and right now im in the process of trying to convince my parents into letting me get him. and i also meet this really awsome guy, he's the owners son and he asked me on a date but my parents wont let me go anywhere where with him cause his 20 years old. but they said he could at least come over so score on that, plus hes ok with my parents being so strict. right now hew lives like 3 hours away but he just told me he got a job with GA power in buckhead and will probely be moving down to sandy springs which is less than an hour from where i live. im so exited and hes going to try and come down to see me some time this week. i cant wait. well g2g. Love Ya, Jessica Segner

well sorry i havent written in awhile again iv been real busy. where to start. well on the 4th of july week went up to my best friend Dez's house for like 5 days. it was so much fun i partyed all weekend i got stoned and druck and laid twice. it was awsome. well anyway when i got back i was only home for a couple of day during which i was packing and cleaning my room cause i went to this new Ikea in atlanta and got a new bed. which still isnt up, go figure. well then i went to music camp (not band camp we sing at this one) and had a blast this was my 5th year. but the night i got back i was outside barefoot trying to talk on the fone light a cig and walk my dog, well with my luck i triped on a stick and had a chunk of wood go between my toes. it was 3/4 of an inch long and 1/2 an inch wide. god it hurt like a mother f***er. well today i went to helen GA with my youth group and went tubing. it was so fun and i got a great tan. well g2g. Love YA Jessica Segner

i just wanted people to know that this is a very goffy picture. im really not that fat looking and my babys hair isnt usally that crasy, everyone wants him to cute it short again and i think im going to let him cause hair will grow back. well g2g im tired. Love Ya Jessica Segner

awwwww it's me and my baby. arent we sooooooo cute togther. this was taken last saturday on my birthday. god i love him. love ya Jessica Segner ps i got the model contract. yeah

hey sorry i haven't written in so long ive been real busy and puls my mom told my teacher i couldnt go on my diary during school which was the only time i went. she can be such a bicth somethimes. but anyway. me and bruce are still together and he fianlly said he loves me and weve even talked about getting married in the future. god i love him, but anyway alot of other stuff has been going on besides that. like i went to this model search at my mall and got called back for state finals. and then last friday i got the results and i have to go back again 2nite b/c i got runner up (top 10 in each group gets a free one year contract) and if someone doesnt take a contract i can get it. i cant wait. also last week i fianlly got my learners linsnes so now when ever we go somewhere im drvin. look out pple im on the road now. plus saturday was my birthday, i finally turmed 16. whopieeeeeeeeeee. well got to go i have to get readi for 2nite. love ya, Jessica Segner P.S ill try and write more often.

sorry i havent writen in a long time. i wasnt at school yesturday so i couldnt wrtie then. yesterday i went to speacil olymipcs with my dad and help out were i was need. it was so touching sometimes cause you get all used to people being serious about racing and sports then u see all these speacl kids with huge simles on their faces from just running even when they were last. they were just haveing fun and it was so toching i almost cryed. yeah i know how could i cry at something so dumb but it was just so amasing to see these kids with nothing to look forward to cause thell never be able to live on there own or live a compelet life smile and see the joy in their eye just from being outside and have fun. but then when i got home i found out that dez got kicked out of TFS also and i was like freaking out, i still havent talked to her yet but i plan on calling her 2nite. also last nite i tie dyed some shirts and they came out looking really cool. ill try and put a picture of it up when i get all my other pics up, im still trying to get that done as soon as i can. well this weekend is hopefully going to be a good one cause sunday is Bruce and I's 4 month annaversy. yeah. and my church is having a destation unknowen and im going to try and get bruce to come. and 2morrow im going to try and kill that dang snake thats living in our yard cause bruce is scared to death of them wich i find quite funny. well its time 4 me to go home. have a good weekend. Love Ya Jessica Segner