[21]no more meds

Listening to: cause i got high
Feeling: crazy
sorry i didnt write yesterday i didnt have time. anyways my mom just toke me off my OCD meds and i swear im going crazy i caught myself folding my freacking underware. she told me she toke me off cause she thinks it well help me with my school work cause everything has to be perfect. but i guess she dosent relize that if something isnt in a certen order or out off place i freak out and cant study casue i have to fix it. plus im having relaps from being taken off my meds so suddenly. I got so pissed at my dorm counslers yesterday casue she gave me room restiction for failing room inspection and wouldent let me call bruce who i havent talked to since sunday. yeah yeah i know its not that long but im used to talking to him everyday for like 3 hours at a time while i was home and i dont know what to do about cameron. he sayes he whats to talk to me but i dont know what im going to tell him now that im with bruce and everything. i just hope i dont hurt his feelings casue then i would feel really bad. i hate to make other poeple sad. anyways last nite i watched the 2nd restdent evil with dez it was really good i hope they make a 3rd. if they dont we said we'ed f***ing kill them. it was kinda werid casue just from watching the parts they show from the first movie and about half of the 2nd i was able to guess how the made the monster that was programed to kill everything. well g2g love ya Jessica Segner
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dont have ocd or nething.. but if i had it i think i'd go crazy too if i didn't have my meds lol ~mel
[Anonymous]
hey jessica even though we are in the same class right now and you r sitting a few seats from me im still gonna write in here cause iam that bored...
[Anonymous]
it dosent let me write alot it sucks
love ya N~e~Way desiree
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