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Listening to: Underoath
Feeling: psyched
So I finally told someone how I feel about them. I have been holding so many things in, and I think I told this person only a fourth of everything though. But that is okay because the many fears I had to opening up to 'em disintegrated as we talked. I can't believe I finally told 'em though. I never do that; I just hide things. But I have been hiding these feelings for way too long. No, I will not be acting in them, and yeah, I am still with Brian (aka-Philly). I am not planning on breaking up with him anytime soon (unless he makes me). But yeah, I just had to get things out in the open with the person and I am hoping it helped. We are suppose to talk "xcore" sometime soon. And we need to talk in person, so next time we get together we will. But I don't know how I can say all I feel face to face.I think I am going to go insane thinking about it...so I just won't think about it for now. Well I have some school work to get done and I have to fill out and send out my Rites app. Love to all, Kim
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who?
aw. wow. i think i might know who you're talking about :] but its just a guess. yeah. i have just a tad to let out too to someone. but yeah. i don't think its the right time just yet. but yeah. i will someday :] and i have my Xanga to help me out too. and wow that thing helps a lot :] well. good to see you've updated and are doing okay :]