Gone.. what am i.. dust, figures, thoughts... oh so lost.. what should i be... what am i to become... do i really love myself.. why does it hurt so to think of the past and the pain from it.....like i dont think i was that bad of a kid to deserve a beating.... every night. why. and just me not stacy just me... only me. till 1st grade i had release. terry. what a character. true man. to his word. hard working. no bullshit. i can adhere to that. i respected him, i still doo a lot. he made things different. my mother had finally loosened those nerves she could never stop tightening from worry, anxiety and just pure emotional/physical abuse. now...its different. im my own man. no i still havent stood up to expectations but i am still me and i am more prodded to do what "i must".

Mon., Sep 18th, 6:30pm @ Shouldice: Lord Beaverbrook vs. St Marys Win -- 15-11 Fri., Sep 22th, 4:00pm @ Shouldice: St. Francis vs. Lord Beaverbrook Win -- 14-18 Thur., Sep 28th, 6:30pm @ Shouldice: Sir Winston Churchill vs. Lord Beaverbrook Win -- 17-27 Thu., Oct 5th, 4:30 pm @ Shouldice: Western Canada vs. Lord Beaverbrook Win -- 0-24 Wed., Oct 18th, 4:30 pm @ McMahon Stadium: Lord Beaverbrook vs. Bowness Win -- 35-7 Thu., Oct 26th, 6:30 pm @ Shouldice: Lord Beaverbrook vs. Wisewood Win -- 13-10 Semi Finals: Fri., Nov. 3rd, 4:00 pm @ Shouldice: Lord Beaverbrook vs. St. Francis Win -- 35-14 City Championship: Sat., Nov 11th, 5:30 pm @ McMahon Stadium: Lord Beaverbrook vs. Henry Wisewood Loss -- 14-19 Semi-Final Provincials: Sat., Nov. 18th, 2:00 pm @ Enmax Field(Lethbridge): Henry Wisewood vs. Raymond 20-38 Provincials: Sat., Nov. 25th, 4:30pm @ Enmax Field (Lethbridge) Salisbury vs. Raymond 31-14 Lord Beaverbrook: 8 Games, 8 Wins, 1 Losses, 0 Ties... 229 Points For, 115 Points Against, 114 Points For-Against Record. 16 Points. Undefeated...Until Cities