i want to...i relly wanna but will she say yes....or another rejection a feeling that has been in my heart for a whiel now....i wanna ask her out but i cant find the streght i can find the stregth to get rejected again can i take another shot at my heart that will make it three.....alex and the other i would rather not name...but is it possible to take another shot at my heart could i handle it...could i recover like i did the other times...could i feel the shearing pain of rejection....could i keep my big heart of gold, my happiness that so much see...or will i turn sour and become a depressive gothic that threaten to take his life at every problem that hits me i dont wanna feel that but would i have a chocie ......what a life huh....i wonder if other people feel what i feel or maybe worse and maybe soem people arent as strong as me as most of you know my life has been nutting but savage beating by my ffather rejections left and right. feeling the rejection of fitting in, feeling the rejection of my school collegues, and feeling the rejection of the world, must i always put on a happy face so that my friend arent down, must i cover up the anger my feelings