Yes i feel Addictied you know to what to a girl a special girl i think i like her alot but she wont know cause you know were not meant for each other as she had said before well all the girls say that......i wounder why? i wish girl would say what they really mean. see i would care anymore if they said when i asked them out that it was because i was to ugly HELL I AM UGLY and ill tell that right to there face and then i would WELL FUCK YOU TO BITCH then walk the fuck off caus eyou know what i dont care what the fuck anyone says no mores i got a great life now all my homies and shit fuck man we fucking just chill at richs house and do nutting at all and im still having more fun then the Nigga Bitches that Diss the fat man so to all the Bitch that are Bitchs FUCK YOU TO DICKS!!! well anyways this girl shes awesome shes smart beautiful cares for poeple i met here today it was fun i jsut wish i could ask her without getting rejected once more in my life....see i still wonder if it would work out....im still wondering if we should just stay friend....im wondering if imma gonna have to tell her to FUCK OFF! and then. God is our maker As our maker we must obey but if we obey then we will not live life but if we live life we will not enjoy heaven As it says to protect us As is shows that he does not they say there nothing short of a miracal But then why do we belive in our creator If there is one Then Show me my miracal if not show me that there is no creator so i can at least live my life to the fullest As god as my witness The right one will come As life is my witness My love will not come so now i leave my faith in the hands of others it is now time for them to help me and me not to help my self i am me with the question of my wonder Our Creator OR our Life. A Poem By Big V