#33

Feeling: goofy
Dont ever change how you are Youre perfect just like you Youre the kind and gentle soul Who sees me for me Youre always there to listen While I constantly complain Ramble in my insanity And face my insecurities Realize that just me is OK My problems and my past They make me just me And youre ok with that You dont judge You dont assume Youre just there There when I need to talk There to make me laugh There to make me feel good I just want you to know Ill always do the same Ill listen when you need me I wont judge I wont assume Ill just be there You dont ever need to apologize “I want to be better” It means nothing to me You’re perfect because you care And because youre you And you dont care Thats what I like about you Youre just you And Im just me When Im talking to you Thats all I need to see <3TrIsH
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#32

Listening to: Papa Roach-Scars
Feeling: done
as im laying here looking at this knife i sit here and wounder why life isnt so clear i have this rose but its not painted red i turn around and think of the good times but then i realise theres not many then i think back to the bad times and start to cry then i think to myself could i make this rose so pretty ? or should i sit and let it die should i color it or watch it fade away i pick up the knife knowing that this is worth it that im only living to cry i start to cut away the pain leting it all fade away with all the love and hate the rose is meant to be colored like i was meant to be cut only if someone knew when i looked so down i never gave hugs or kisses for i have nothing to love as the blood runs down this pretty rose watching my life fade away in every cut it all goes away i know i regret this but see its time for me to say my last goodbyes its time for me to move on my people are waiting for me for i am not alone heaven is for the lovers witch i do not belong hell is for the haters is all that i am i would never take another life because this isnt where they belong so i watch my dark god take me away into a place where only memmories can see the person who i am and the people that make me this way then all my fears and hate run down this pretty rose when it is alive and i am just the color that will soon fade away its ok lol coment plzz
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#31

Listening to: Cold - Remedy
Feeling: alive
live it for its last love for tomorrow cry for today hate for what you are not but except for who you are knowing for what the time may do life isnt allways the way you want it to be but it will always ketch up on you others you may find themselves not wanted or that is what it may seem but we all have are dreams are heart is gonna be broken but we will move on you think that its the end but really its just begone to who you will become for the one you show the love you share the people you care about the memories with out a doubt are comin back kickin and fighting away all but the good b.c your every thing good your a person on this earth your that starr in the sky the shadow behinde my back the color the earth the blood of a angel the heart of my soul the strenth of a souldger the beautiful sunset in the sky the smile on a child the food on this earth and with out you a may not be me something to live for eatch and every day you made me realise all these thing never let the one you say you love break your heart never let a person raise a hand to you execpt you for you do not stop eating if you think your fatt for thats just a lie you tell to your self dont call your self ugly because that is who u think to be your a beautiful gift on this earth even tho you might just be abanded but you will always know someone out there still cares.... i juzt wrote thiz for a friend itz not really good but oh.. well plzz coment
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#30

Feeling: sane
Life doesnt seem so fear when your never here i know we arent together because it was my fault for i was not the one that gave it a thought to turn around and show you what you mean to me allthough im sorry i havnt you may think i do not care but the reason its so hard for me because im afraide ill stare its as if that is my worstest fear im afraide to show my love love isnt the thing for me it doesnt seem to get along but when i talk to you on here i can show u my darkest fear but then when i see you insight it takes out my heart and throws it up in the air im afrade i will say something wrong and watch you walk out my life forever and youll always be gone see it takes awhile to see where i belong it was never ur fault you never did me wronge i probally was a bad reason thats why we are not together but i dont wanna hurt you i want whats right for you even tho it may seem so blue but always remember to stay true and care do not let others bring you down if they do get back up and walk away find that person oneday i hope all goes well but ill be back here laying in my shell watchin it all fade away as i remaine in my grave To Richie ~ srry its not really good itz short i just wrote it b.c me and my b.f broke up...it waz all my fault ______66666________99999______ ____6______66____99______9____ ___6_________6__9_________9___ ___6__________69__________9___ ____6_______6____9_______9____ _____6____6________9____9_____ ______6_6____________9_9______ ______66______________99______ ____6___6____________9___9____ __6______6__________9______9__ _6666666666666699999999999999_ ___________6______9___________ ____________6____9____________ _____________6__9_____________ ______________69______________ coment plzz
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#29

Listening to: cricketts ?
Feeling: blank
darkest days nights of shades soon youll pay another way see this knife roll the dice see the gun holding the truth that your nothing right soon youll go threw a fight show your truth do not lie take the risk you may not cry so roll the dice and take ur turn show life youll make a turn itz reallyyyy shorrttt i knw coment plzz
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#28

Feeling: asleep
You are my friend you make me think that things get better when they may seem so wrong that life comes and goes when nothings going on but you make me think still theres a story to every humanbeen and that liveing isnt for judgeing and except others for who they are you may not like everyone but still you show some care we all are on this earth even tho you cannot see other but memories remaine forever and can never disapaire life isnt perfect time isnt fine but u make me look back and know that life can make it threw when it may alwayz seem so blue you make me think life is for liveing even tho i may alwayz wanna pick up that knife but then i think twice look back too you think of all the things you said and telling me what is for you .. so i may never be so perfect and you may never be too but know one thing ill alwayz look up on you ... to alyica itz kinda in bad shape lol but i wrote it real quick lazt night to my friend Alycia lotz love3 gurl .. srry bout the erorz coment plzz
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#27

Listening to: Nothin
Feeling: dark
I grew up as a sweet girl Sorrowless and sweet. I was always cute Cuddly and neat. But since the day My life went away... My life has changed In a really big way. I started taking drugs And started smoking too I met new friends and all I even joined a crew My daddy got real worried And kept hes eye on me Cause he always wanted me to be the same... Young, innocent, and sweet. I go to late night parties And run away from home I fell sorry for my dad Cause hes left all alone hes gotta accept me for who i am And what I wanna be. I always ask myself...... What does he really want me to be So live each day to the fullest And be what you wanna be. Remember you dont have much time.... So reveal your true identity. Dont follow in my footsteps, Or even look up to me. Cause I am still not the person My father wanted me to be coment plzz
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#26

Feeling: lousy
To whom it may concern Red is pretty So is blue I didnt know which to use to write to you My life was short And now my spirit is free I cut myself loose from my misery I was lonely and hurt too I didnt know who to turn to Have a little faith they say But faith didnt go a long way I was confused and didn't understand I just wanted someone to hold my hand To help me through my rough times To stop me from committing such a crime My wasted youth is now gone. But there are others who are not strong So please look and see That theyll need help just like me coment plzz
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#25

Listening to: scars-Papa roach
someon so depressing a desperation in desperate need why cant i seem to loose you why do you follow at my heels i miss the past already i miss your smiling face but now my soul is gone and my heart lies sedate i now pitifully and the blood is in my eyes the moon glows as i stare and i listen to you cry tears falling to your pillow an aching heart inside i try not to grasp this feeling i try not to hide i tried not to know you but i know what your all about save me from insanity save me from this now im afraid the pills are gone and the razors are now dull please dont fall asleep you ask me as i lull the darkness now surrounds me and my past now catches up im caught up in all my games my life rolls into this snuff im tiered of all the dieing it seems like everyday but most of all i think im tired of feeling this way... coment plzz
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#24

Feeling: alive
when i first started i thought i could stop, but i became addicted, i needed to cut, to bleed, to feel better for that split second, to forget about my terrible life, but it only helped for a little while, then i would have to cut again for the same effect, i started cutting more and more, until i had no uncut skin on my arm, so i moved to my stomach, then my legs, then anywhere that could be covered. it became an everyday thing, i was addicted to the pain, soon i came to realize, that cutting was not only hurting myself, but hurting my loved ones as well, so i wanted to stop, i tried to stop, but it wasn't that easy, it took an extremely long time for me to stop, but i learned how to express my feelings, how to talk to people and how to cry all because there was someone out there, who truely cared about me and wanted what was best for me it really hurts to look at my body and remember, all the pain i put myself through, because i was misunderstood sexually abused physically, mentally, and emotionally abused. for awhile after i stopped some people called me weak because i had to cut instead of cry but cutting was not a weakness it made me stronger and helped me become the person i am today. coment plzz
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#23

Feeling: old
Shes got the coldest of hearts but its not her fault because her parents decieved her and said they didnt need her they locked her up in her own mental jail her thoughts were plainly pale but she trys to ack happy you can see shes been hurt her life has spoiled and has been treated like dirt the neighbors hear glass shatter as they yell and curse and the girl has bruises on her face who has it worse her parents hate eachother she cant afford meals from school and shees as light as a feather as her dad comes home staggering and stale breath stale of beer and her mother with cigarettes in each pocket the gurl runs to her room locks the door and cries ongoing tears she bottled up her feelings as a frierce,black range you cant tell shes been hurt shes even makes straight A's shes so young and both parents are dead her mom hung in the closet and her dad on the floor with a bullet in his head and a girl with nothin unsaid
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#22

Feeling: cold
I wish I could just move away from everybody... expecially my parents im sick of hearing my dad tell me Trisha dress me lady like WELL MAYBE I WANNA BE MYSELF! MAYBE I WANNA DRESS WUT I FEEL except me for who I am dad I am myself I know I have issues but mom why you gotta rub it in Trisha you have too much drama calm down! DO YOU THINK IM THE BAD GUY CUZ THAT IS ALL U SEEM TO THINK. sometimes I have dreams that I kill my whole family and actually laugh bout it.. I hate them so much that it makes me wanna puke I go to bed crying at night cuz I know my parents dont except me for who I am so what if i wanna dress in black what does it matter I hate being like all the fuckin sluts at school who call them selfs popular. YOUR NOT REALLY POPULAR GUYZ ONLY LIKE YOU CUZ U GOTTA GET LAID SOMEHOW everybody thinks im just a fool and that im making an ass of myself constantly well guess what I DONT CARE i dont care if I have no frinds anymore I dont care what my parents think of me. as long as I am myself that makes me happy..
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#21

Feeling: broken
My life is over, This is it The peices just dont seem to fit Ive lost my mind Its gone away So why do i Have to stay It hurts so much To be alive Im out of touch i cant survive Its getting cold The end is near So why dont i feel any fear You walked away you wouldent stay You just left me here, Alone in fear But i dident cry i just want to die This is it The end id here You didnt care You werent there When i needed you To help me through Now its to late Youve missed the date Its over now Why you say Because you ran away How you ask Well it was a pretty easy task i cut the skin And watched the blood As it dripped away It felt so good i couldnt stop And you dident help You didnet see i needed you To stay with me If you had cared And had been there i would be with you because i felt the love too Now its over i am gone No longer alive because i couldent survive And now you are The one alone i am gone That was it Now those peices just might fit... coment plzz
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#21

Feeling: bitter
The shadows on my arms display the hate i use to feel for my self.. the shadows on my arm show the love ive felt for others and couldnt express the shadows on my arm are there because something in my mind cant quite connect the shadows on my arm remind me that life is real even when i dont feel it ... coment plzz yes i know its short :/ i just thought of it and i wrote it down...
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#20

Feeling: moodless
I thought of dying gazing into the black seductive ice water so glassy and so tranquil I thought of dying but in my place Deaths bony embrace clutched listless children gnawed by hunger prisoners on death row detritus of their own childhoods poor shepherds grazing blunt-toothed animals on landmined hillsides I thought of dying to throw myself away so much landfill If its no use to me I could give it I can holler with my lungs at injustice join hands in protest at brutality I realized that I had long been dead but I could choose instead to reawake and be alive for them coment plzz
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#19

Feeling: old
Sitting here sadly in a corner Knees drawn up to my chest Mind and body wrecked in sorrow As tears course down my face I pray to a God i firmly believe in As I curse him in the same breath I look at ME with wondering eyes Pitying the sorrowful person ive become I look deep into my wretched soul Cursing the sheer emptiness inside Emptiness put their by my stupidity As I stand over the huddling form of me I have gotten what I deserve from life I had no right to the wonderful love we had I could should have fought her for you Now I see the shell of me slowly cracking Oozing with pain and misery within my soul High above all the broken pieces Lays my pulsating heart as it lies alone. I wish I could pick it up and mend it Why am I sitting in this bleak corner? Why am I alone and sorrowful How do I start to leave this hurt behind Is there another place my heary belongs? coment plzz
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#18

Listening to: 3 dayz grace - home
Feeling: ambitious
Stereotypes painted across the world Brainwashed the newborns for national security Take away their purity to install fake Patriotic men to discriminate minority... The system Our holy system Evil is pronounced yet the angels declare war Blood spilled for a gallon of oil Men killed for the land of sand While Head of morons play monopoly toys The system Our holy system Debt drowned the future generation We have to pay for someone else sin No job available for rainbow union While majority gets the best skin The system Our holy system We try We burn We fight We suffocate In this system In our holy system coment plzz
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#17

Listening to: Ever Clear- Rock Star
Feeling: active
She went to the Bday party and had lots of fun but before she knew it her life was done She was offered a drink and she said sure not really thinking about what would happen to her As she was driving home in her car she didnt see the truck coming from a far Well now its all over her life is in the past She was only 15 she died so fast Her family will really miss her but they know shes not very far shez right up in heaven shining from under her star Shes watching over them night and day making sure that theyll be OK I see her standing there alone and depressed What happened to this girl to make her life so messed She thinks about suicide its always on her mind Why is her happiness so hard to find Sitting on the table she sees a gun with just one shot her life would be done She picks it up and puts it to her head with in a second she was dead Her family and friends sit home and cry They loved her so much why did she have to die? They thought she was happy they had no clue They couldve helped her if they only knew Now as she sits there watching from above she never knew she had so much love She looking down from up in the sky wishing so much tht she didnt die She wants to go back she wants to see if she hadnt killed herself how her life would be This is what happens lives get taken away People feel that the just cant make it through another day So when you have a bad day and problems get you down talk to someone try to be happy and most of all never frown coment plzz <3
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#16

Listening to: Seether-Gasoline
Feeling: bewitched
Why oh why do I strive Success in my life to gain When failure is where I arrive And along with it pain Why do I search for loves sweet sickle With its hair, eyes, smile and grace, Only to find it so fickle When I arrive in that place? Why do I long a companion to find Just a friend to love and enjoy Eyes, heart, and mind of my kind When all that I find is a mind with a ploy Money is empty and success is vain. Love is elusive and will always haunt you Companions are few and their friendship will wane. So now I must search for that which is true When truth I find all else will follow Ill find a soulmate a companion To help me through all life’s sorrows And success enough to dig me out of lifes canyon But why should I care when all is in vain? All is worthless and empty to me. But knowing all this how can I stay sane? All I know is that truth will set me free coment plzz
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#15

Listening to: Simple Plan -Crazy
Feeling: chillin
Why I am I waiting For life to pass me by I dont try to live it And I don’t ask myself why I once tried to live But nobody accepted it So I can no longer deal I cant live with this shit I feel so depressed As if theres nothing to live for But I struggle everyday Cause I know god has something in store It may not be now Or it could happen tomorrow I just hope that it brings gladness To replace my tears of sorrow So give me a sign Or even a clue Tell me the secret So I will know what to do itz not all tht great coment tho plzz
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