Dont ever change how you are
Youre perfect just like you
Youre the kind and gentle soul
Who sees me for me
Youre always there to listen
While I constantly complain
Ramble in my insanity
And face my insecurities
Realize that just me is OK
My problems and my past
They make me just me
And youre ok with that
You dont judge
You dont assume
Youre just there
There when I need to talk
There to make me laugh
There to make me feel good
I just want you to know
Ill always do the same
Ill listen when you need me
I wont judge
I wont assume
Ill just be there
You dont ever need to apologize
“I want to be betterâ€
It means nothing to me
You’re perfect because you care
And because youre you
And you dont care
Thats what I like about you
Youre just you
And Im just me
When Im talking to you
Thats all I need to see
<3TrIsH
as im laying here looking at this knife
i sit here and wounder why life isnt so clear
i have this rose but its not painted red
i turn around and think of the good times
but then i realise theres not many
then i think back to the bad times
and start to cry
then i think to myself
could i make this rose so pretty ?
or should i sit and let it die
should i color it or watch it fade away
i pick up the knife knowing that this is worth it
that im only living to cry
i start to cut away the pain
leting it all fade away
with all the love and hate
the rose is meant to be colored
like i was meant to be cut
only if someone knew
when i looked so down
i never gave hugs or kisses
for i have nothing to love
as the blood runs down this pretty rose
watching my life fade away
in every cut it all goes away
i know i regret this but see its time for me to say
my last goodbyes
its time for me to move on
my people are waiting for me
for i am not alone
heaven is for the lovers witch i do not belong
hell is for the haters
is all that i am
i would never take another life
because this isnt where they belong
so i watch my dark god take me away
into a place where only memmories can see
the person who i am
and the people that make me this way
then all my fears and hate run down this
pretty rose when it is alive and i am just the color
that will soon fade away
its ok lol
coment plzz
live it for its last
love for tomorrow
cry for today
hate for what you are not
but except for who you are
knowing for what the time may do
life isnt allways the way you want it to be
but it will always ketch up on you
others you may find themselves not wanted
or that is what it may seem
but we all have are dreams
are heart is gonna be broken
but we will move on
you think that its the end
but really its just begone
to who you will become
for the one you show
the love you share
the people you care about
the memories with out a doubt
are comin back
kickin and fighting away
all but the good
b.c your every thing good
your a person on this earth
your that starr in the sky
the shadow behinde my back
the color the earth
the blood of a angel
the heart of my soul
the strenth of a souldger
the beautiful sunset in the sky
the smile on a child
the food on this earth
and with out you a may not be me
something to live for
eatch and every day you made me realise all these thing
never let the one you say you love break your heart
never let a person raise a hand to you
execpt you for you
do not stop eating if you think your fatt
for thats just a lie you tell to your self
dont call your self ugly
because that is who u think to be
your a beautiful gift on this earth
even tho you might just be abanded
but you will always know someone out there
still cares....
i juzt wrote thiz for a friend itz not really good but oh.. well
plzz coment
Life doesnt seem so fear
when your never here
i know we arent together
because it was my fault
for i was not the one that gave it a thought
to turn around
and show you what you mean to me
allthough im sorry i havnt
you may think i do not care
but the reason its so hard for me
because im afraide ill stare
its as if that is my worstest fear
im afraide to show my love
love isnt the thing for me it doesnt seem to get along
but when i talk to you on here i can show u my darkest fear
but then when i see you insight it takes out my heart and throws it up in the air
im afrade i will say something wrong and watch you walk out my life forever and youll always be gone
see it takes awhile to see where i belong it was never ur fault you never did me wronge
i probally was a bad reason thats why we are not together but i dont wanna hurt you
i want whats right for you even tho it may seem so blue
but always remember to stay true and care do not let others bring you down
if they do get back up and walk away find that person oneday
i hope all goes well
but ill be back here laying in my shell
watchin it all fade away as i remaine in my grave
To Richie ~
srry its not really good itz short i just wrote it b.c me and my b.f broke up...it waz all my fault
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coment plzz
darkest days
nights of shades
soon youll pay
another way
see this knife
roll the dice
see the gun
holding the truth
that your nothing right
soon youll go threw a fight
show your truth do not lie
take the risk you may not cry
so roll the dice
and take ur turn
show life youll make a turn
itz reallyyyy shorrttt i knw
coment plzz
You are my friend you make me think that things get better
when they may seem so wrong
that life comes and goes
when nothings going on
but you make me think still theres a story to every humanbeen
and that liveing isnt for judgeing and except others for who they are
you may not like everyone but still you show some care
we all are on this earth even tho you cannot see other but memories remaine forever
and can never disapaire
life isnt perfect time isnt fine
but u make me look back and know that life can make it threw when it may alwayz seem so blue
you make me think life is for liveing even tho i may alwayz wanna pick up that knife
but then i think twice look back too you think of all the things you said and telling me what is for you ..
so i may never be so perfect and you may never be too but know one thing ill alwayz look up on you ...
to alyica
itz kinda in bad shape lol but i wrote it real quick lazt night to my friend Alycia lotz love3 gurl .. srry bout the erorz
coment plzz
I grew up as a sweet girl
Sorrowless and sweet.
I was always cute
Cuddly and neat.
But since the day
My life went away...
My life has changed
In a really big way.
I started taking drugs
And started smoking too
I met new friends and all
I even joined a crew
My daddy got real worried
And kept hes eye on me
Cause he always wanted me to be the same...
Young, innocent, and sweet.
I go to late night parties
And run away from home
I fell sorry for my dad
Cause hes left all alone
hes gotta accept me for who i am
And what I wanna be.
I always ask myself......
What does he really want me to be
So live each day to the fullest
And be what you wanna be.
Remember you dont have much time....
So reveal your true identity.
Dont follow in my footsteps,
Or even look up to me.
Cause I am still not the person
My father wanted me to be
coment plzz
To whom it may concern
Red is pretty
So is blue
I didnt know which to use to write to you
My life was short
And now my spirit is free
I cut myself loose
from my misery
I was lonely and hurt too
I didnt know who to turn to
Have a little faith they say
But faith didnt go a long way
I was confused and didn't understand
I just wanted someone to hold my hand
To help me through my rough times
To stop me from committing such a crime
My wasted youth is now gone.
But there are others who are not strong
So please look and see
That theyll need help just like me
coment plzz
someon so depressing
a desperation in desperate need
why cant i seem to loose you
why do you follow at my heels
i miss the past already
i miss your smiling face
but now my soul is gone
and my heart lies sedate
i now pitifully
and the blood is in my eyes
the moon glows as i stare
and i listen to you cry
tears falling to your pillow
an aching heart inside
i try not to grasp this feeling
i try not to hide
i tried not to know you
but i know what your all about
save me from insanity
save me from this now
im afraid the pills are gone
and the razors are now dull
please dont fall asleep
you ask me as i lull
the darkness now surrounds me
and my past now catches up
im caught up in all my games
my life rolls into this snuff
im tiered of all the dieing
it seems like everyday
but most of all i think
im tired of feeling this way...
coment plzz
when i first started i thought i could stop,
but i became addicted,
i needed to cut, to bleed,
to feel better for that split second,
to forget about my terrible life,
but it only helped for a little while,
then i would have to cut again for the same effect,
i started cutting more and more,
until i had no uncut skin on my arm,
so i moved to my stomach,
then my legs,
then anywhere that could be covered.
it became an everyday thing,
i was addicted to the pain,
soon i came to realize,
that cutting was not only hurting myself,
but hurting my loved ones as well,
so i wanted to stop,
i tried to stop,
but it wasn't that easy,
it took an extremely long time for me to stop,
but i learned how to express my feelings,
how to talk to people
and how to cry
all because there was someone out there,
who truely cared about me
and wanted what was best for me
it really hurts to look at my body and remember,
all the pain i put myself through,
because i was misunderstood
sexually abused
physically, mentally, and emotionally abused.
for awhile after i stopped
some people called me weak
because i had to cut instead of cry
but cutting was not a weakness
it made me stronger
and helped me become the person i am today.
coment plzz
Shes got the coldest of hearts
but its not her fault
because her parents decieved her
and said they didnt need her
they locked her up in her own mental jail
her thoughts were plainly pale
but she trys to ack happy
you can see shes been hurt
her life has spoiled
and has been treated like dirt
the neighbors hear glass shatter
as they yell and curse
and the girl has bruises on her face
who has it worse
her parents hate eachother
she cant afford meals from school
and shees as light as a feather
as her dad comes home
staggering and stale breath stale of beer
and her mother
with cigarettes in each pocket
the gurl runs to her room
locks the door
and cries ongoing tears
she bottled up her feelings
as a frierce,black range
you cant tell shes been hurt
shes even makes straight A's
shes so young
and both parents are dead
her mom hung in the closet
and her dad on the floor with a bullet in his head
and a girl with nothin unsaid
I wish I could just move away from everybody...
expecially my parents
im sick of hearing my dad tell me
Trisha dress me lady like
WELL MAYBE I WANNA BE MYSELF!
MAYBE I WANNA DRESS WUT I FEEL
except me for who I am dad I am myself
I know I have issues but mom why you gotta rub it in
Trisha you have too much drama calm down!
DO YOU THINK IM THE BAD GUY CUZ THAT IS ALL U SEEM TO THINK.
sometimes I have dreams that I kill my whole family and actually laugh bout it..
I hate them so much that it makes me wanna puke
I go to bed crying at night cuz I know my parents dont except me for who I am
so what if i wanna dress in black
what does it matter
I hate being like all the fuckin sluts at school who call them selfs popular.
YOUR NOT REALLY POPULAR GUYZ ONLY LIKE YOU CUZ U GOTTA GET LAID SOMEHOW
everybody thinks im just a fool and that im making an ass of myself constantly
well guess what I DONT CARE
i dont care if I have no frinds anymore I dont care what my parents think of me.
as long as I am myself that makes me happy..
My life is over,
This is it
The peices just
dont seem to fit
Ive lost my mind
Its gone away
So why do i
Have to stay
It hurts so much
To be alive
Im out of touch
i cant survive
Its getting cold
The end is near
So why dont i
feel any fear
You walked away
you wouldent stay
You just left me here,
Alone in fear
But i dident cry
i just want to die
This is it
The end id here
You didnt care
You werent there
When i needed you
To help me through
Now its to late
Youve missed the date
Its over now
Why you say
Because you ran away
How you ask
Well it was a pretty easy task
i cut the skin
And watched the blood
As it dripped away
It felt so good
i couldnt stop
And you dident help
You didnet see
i needed you
To stay with me
If you had cared
And had been there
i would be with you
because i felt the love too
Now its over
i am gone
No longer alive
because i couldent survive
And now you are
The one alone
i am gone
That was it
Now those peices
just might fit...
coment plzz
The shadows on my arms display the hate
i use to feel for my self..
the shadows on my arm show the love ive felt for others and couldnt express
the shadows on my arm are there because something in my mind cant quite connect
the shadows on my arm remind me that life is real even when i dont feel it ...
coment plzz
yes i know its short :/ i just thought of it and i wrote it down...
I thought of dying
gazing into the black seductive ice water
so glassy and so tranquil
I thought of dying
but in my place
Deaths bony embrace
clutched listless children
gnawed by hunger
prisoners on death row
detritus of their own childhoods
poor shepherds grazing blunt-toothed animals
on landmined hillsides
I thought of dying
to throw myself away
so much landfill
If its no use to me
I could give it
I can holler with my lungs
at injustice
join hands in protest
at brutality
I realized that I had long been dead
but I could choose instead
to reawake
and be alive for them
coment plzz
Sitting here sadly in a corner
Knees drawn up to my chest
Mind and body wrecked in sorrow
As tears course down my face
I pray to a God i firmly believe in
As I curse him in the same breath
I look at ME with wondering eyes
Pitying the sorrowful person ive become
I look deep into my wretched soul
Cursing the sheer emptiness inside
Emptiness put their by my stupidity
As I stand over the huddling form of me
I have gotten what I deserve from life
I had no right to the wonderful love we had
I could should have fought her for you
Now I see the shell of me slowly cracking
Oozing with pain and misery within my soul
High above all the broken pieces
Lays my pulsating heart as it lies alone.
I wish I could pick it up and mend it
Why am I sitting in this bleak corner?
Why am I alone and sorrowful
How do I start to leave this hurt behind
Is there another place my heary belongs?
coment plzz
Stereotypes painted across the world
Brainwashed the newborns for national security
Take away their purity to install fake
Patriotic men to discriminate minority...
The system
Our holy system
Evil is pronounced yet the angels declare war
Blood spilled for a gallon of oil
Men killed for the land of sand
While Head of morons play monopoly toys
The system
Our holy system
Debt drowned the future generation
We have to pay for someone else sin
No job available for rainbow union
While majority gets the best skin
The system
Our holy system
We try
We burn
We fight
We suffocate
In this system
In our holy system
coment plzz
She went to the Bday party
and had lots of fun
but before she knew it
her life was done
She was offered a drink
and she said sure
not really thinking about
what would happen to her
As she was driving home
in her car
she didnt see the truck
coming from a far
Well now its all over
her life is in the past
She was only 15
she died so fast
Her family will really miss her
but they know shes not very far
shez right up in heaven
shining from under her star
Shes watching over them
night and day
making sure that
theyll be OK
I see her standing there
alone and depressed
What happened to this girl
to make her life so messed
She thinks about suicide
its always on her mind
Why is her happiness
so hard to find
Sitting on the table
she sees a gun
with just one shot
her life would be done
She picks it up
and puts it to her head
with in a second
she was dead
Her family and friends
sit home and cry
They loved her so much
why did she have to die?
They thought she was happy
they had no clue
They couldve helped her
if they only knew
Now as she sits there
watching from above
she never knew
she had so much love
She looking down
from up in the sky
wishing so much
tht she didnt die
She wants to go back
she wants to see
if she hadnt killed herself
how her life would be
This is what happens
lives get taken away
People feel that the just cant
make it through another day
So when you have a bad day
and problems get you down
talk to someone try to be happy
and most of all never frown
coment plzz <3
Why oh why do I strive
Success in my life to gain
When failure is where I arrive
And along with it pain
Why do I search for loves sweet sickle
With its hair, eyes, smile and grace,
Only to find it so fickle
When I arrive in that place?
Why do I long a companion to find
Just a friend to love and enjoy
Eyes, heart, and mind of my kind
When all that I find is a mind with a ploy
Money is empty and success is vain.
Love is elusive and will always haunt you
Companions are few and their friendship will wane.
So now I must search for that which is true
When truth I find all else will follow
Ill find a soulmate a companion
To help me through all life’s sorrows
And success enough to dig me out of lifes canyon
But why should I care when all is in vain?
All is worthless and empty to me.
But knowing all this how can I stay sane?
All I know is that truth will set me free
coment plzz
Why I am I waiting
For life to pass me by
I dont try to live it
And I don’t ask myself why
I once tried to live
But nobody accepted it
So I can no longer deal
I cant live with this shit
I feel so depressed
As if theres nothing to live for
But I struggle everyday
Cause I know god has something in store
It may not be now
Or it could happen tomorrow
I just hope that it brings gladness
To replace my tears of sorrow
So give me a sign
Or even a clue
Tell me the secret
So I will know what to do
itz not all tht great coment tho plzz