As i was skipping down the street last night, eating my cookie on the way to my friends house i felt so happy and i didnt really know why. I think what happens to me is when i get to a really low point in my life i get all giddy.And then i think about the things im greatful for. Like being able to walk to my friends house just to hang out.And just being able to like someone and them kinda liking you.It cool i guess in a way.Even though things arnt the way i wish they were....its pretty good. I just hope things work out soon,cause im sick of it never working.Like my dad always says "Life has its peaks and vallies" and i always say back "well my life has been one big vally" Im going to make up a name for my "lover" cause lover would be lying.His name is going to be....Alfred.Well i still need to talk to Alfred about this stupid sittuation.It really does suck not knowing.This same thing happend to me a year ago, but this guy was older and knew better.And now again a year passes by and Im in the same rut. By the way Alfred wasnt some random name.Alfred named my little toy giraffe Alfred.If that makes and sence. Goodbye