im a sensitive mother fucker and still hard as a rock. i push what really matters into a pile of "to do" things. i put the petty things first and make a big sign on my face saying "yeah this is lame but im going to whine about it for a little bit, have sympathy for me my friends" this is a desion i make that i dont completey understand.there really isnt any logic behind these choices, but i guess right now it doesnt really matter anyways.