Like Chelsea was saying when shes alone at home she gets in that depressed stage.Thats how I feel right now.I dont know but I feel like my friends arnt really friends.Like im just here for them to hang out with sometimes.Britta and Chelsea are best friends.Alex and Mell.Jessie and that whole group.Then theres me, alone.And then when i here about them hanging out or doing something together, i get sad and jelous.Is that good?No its not, its so lame and dumb and stupid and I shouldn't have even said anything to begin with.But i had to cause thats whats on my mind.I had to get it out, and now that I see how lame it sounds it doesnt help much.So for now i will be alone and try and make use of my time.Maybe I can make somethign out of popsicle sicks?How does that sound?....or mayeb i could go listen to dashboard and drown my sorrows in their words.That would be fun.