Bitch, I could never love you. Myspace Message From Brandon: i hate this. you being so close, but yet so far away. i can't see you and im going insane. i haven't fallen in love, which is good cause then you'd never get rid of me, but i do really like you. you're always on my mind. it's crazy, i met you, partied with you, made out with you, bought you food, and lost you all in the same day. crazy. im trying to stay single anyways, cause i get hurt everytime i try to be in a relationship. nobody has done to me what you did. you did just enough to make me want to come back to you. later love i think i could fall in love with you though. you seem to be perfect. *Back to me* I know, I am perfect, and you're not. Please stay single and do the world a favor. Also what's with guys named "Brandon" obsessing over me. I'm also surprised that this schmuck doesn't get my obvious hints that him and I, will never happen. It's been three weeks since I've seen this kid, can't he tell that THAT'S a sign. Band camp is going on for all the Reitz kids. I miss that shit so much. It got up to 105 degrees today and I told my mother I feel sorry for them, and she said "but you wish you were out there." Damn right I do. I miss being Captain, the center of attention, the one everyone listens to. Color guard was everything to me. I still break out my saber and dance around the living room half naked to drum cadences. Now a storm rolls in. I smile. Perfection.