Listening to: Rolling Stones - Paint It Black
Feeling: irritated
I was sick for the past 4 days or so and I've come to notice a good outcome of it. I didn't eat hardly anything, and all I drank was water. My middle name is vanity so of course I'm loving that effect. My appetite has decreased drastically. I bought one meal at Taste of China and it's taken me 6 meal times to devour it, and I'm still not finished.
I love the feeling of not eating. Not the pain that you endure but the thought of your body eating itself in order for you to become what the world see's as [whatyoushouldlooklike.] It makes me smirk. I've been putting on a show for the mirror and it has been showing me it likes what it see's. I like what I'm seeing. A change. A drastic one. I almost never want to eat again. This is the beginning of a beautiful friendship between me and my body.
i dont think you could have made it any worse for the girl lol
honesty is rough from the ladies, but its helpful too haha kudos (dumbest word ever made ps)
You should cut my hair :] I wanna get it cut. Its down to my ass and its been that way forever. Im getting sick of it. When do you finish beauty school?
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YAY! Im someones woman ^_^
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A new toothbrush and tounge scraper? I never heard of a tounge scraper before! I just use my toothbrush. I'm a caveman. ;)
FUCK ARBY'S! Ugh. I already fucking hate it. *rawr* -.-'
Im gonna try and not eat today. [lol] Wanna make it a game and see who doesnt eat the longest? XD [jk?] haha
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Yeah, today is Friday and the last day of summer school! You don't have anything planned for today? I get to go to my stupid-arse piano and cello lesson today after school. And then I get to go to a BBQ and swimming with my friends! WHOOT! Then I have to go to my voice lesson which shouldn't be that bad. I might spend the night at my friends house... not sure.
But it would be really nice to relax at home all day.
I just stoped by to say hi!
Take care of yourself!
Scissors
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