today im going to michegan after school. i cant wait. like it feels like i need to get away from pittsbugh. its not becuase i dont like the ppl...ppl have been bothering me. and so if i go to see my mom i wont b feel so "emo" even tho idk if thats the word for it.when i with my mom even if the time is so shitty she makes that thing or probelem to b so funny or makes it a better time.even tho i say that i would move to michegan i think im going to go there for the summer. that i will move there for like a month and get a job there and shit. and see what happens...and if i like it or not.really the only reason that im not doing it is friends. most of my friends i know that i couldnt find any were else. the ppl i hang out with we go trough alot o shit and some times i get tired of it but then again we have a great time when we are all out. im going to my moms till suday. so today me and kristen Z. i hate that bitch. we were walking by eachother and like she does all the time she stairs at me. im not going to let her stair at me ...so i stair back. she said what the fuck are u looking at kalin...who says the persons name...and then i said u always fucking look at me u bitch...that was it. todays lunch will be exciting.since we alwas pass her table. right now im in gay ass electronic music...well im going to go and do other shit