well im so pissed right now i dont even know how i am typing this... so ill sum it up mark and me adn finalyl talking he told me how he felt about the whole thing that i did....i will say i deserve some of it but then again he did bring it appon his self...he said something that i cant get out of my head....if u do like some one even if u arnt togeahter with them u shouldnt even do anything with a guy...like wtf was i even thinking. i new i liked him and here i go...i guess its over so i can do w/e the fuck i want...and in the back of my head i was saying i shouldnt do this and i still go and do it.i know its wrong of me to say this but i should have jsut lied to mark and say that i didnt even hang out with a guy.but that would b me being a hipocrite cuz i was telling him how if we have anything he better not cheat...wtf did i say... me and steph r talking and she said i should move on and 4 get him...true..im freaking out on something that i know isnt going to b my "husband" so yea..fuck him yea im going to think about him and get pissed off at my self for shit...but ill move on... :(