well happy 4th of july ppl.today is going to suck.well maybe not but i think it will.last night fucking sucked.tori and becky came over and by the time they came i wasnt in the mood to do anything...all i wanted to do it go to bed.kuhn and shannon didnt even come...kuhn called and said how her rents dont feel like driving...idk something like that...i new something like that was going to happen.becky brought some alochole that tasted like shit.i HATE black licorish...wow cant spell that and thats what this stuf smelled like/tasted.me and aric talked on the phone for about 10-15 min about stuff.he asked me to go to the movies with him today..dont know if thats going to happen..he "said"he will call me.hes in north side so who knows if he can get over here.he told me we are going to do something this week tho. im going to my cuz house next weekend and helping out with E-Fest. its fun.its african american fest type thing.its lets ppl see what others can do ..like dance,art,drawling. last year little kids like 7 and 10 were doing lips and crazy things in the streets.plus i get to meet ppl. oh i should b getting my phone tomarrow :) im not really sure what im doing tonight..hmmm.i have a feeling that drama is going to b started.and i didnt even do it loveyeaall ~kay~