At least im tired. I'll give it that, but I dont really want to go to bed though. Good things went on today. besides the regular goings on, went to a sort of abandoned house and took the kitchen cabinets out of it. Their big round corners looked kind. Poked around in this old massive barn, it had this huge hayloft. And now thinking back it reminds me of my ex. Naturally, a differents story. It was old and decrepid. It asked me to live there. I thought maybe sometime in the future. But we both knew the barn would burn down by then, the future. Another old building, much smaller, asked me to leave. I had smashed a bottle on its bare skin, without feeling sorry. There were no problems with this. At least the small building was getting some attention. For a change.