I feel weird. I won't go into too much detail.. but some of my close friends might know what I mean. I was ill a few days ago, n' my eyes went grey n orange ever since then I've been gettin horrible headaches n seeing things. I'm convinced the "things" are all in my head though... I don't wanna believe they aint. I keep messing things up for people aswell. Like the other day, I walked past a priest helping to change a tyre for someone, it musta been his son or summing. When i walked back, he'd managed it, and was smiling at it proudly, I smile at it too, just as he looked at me. The the top of the tyre kinda ripped, well, not quite ripped, but.. I can't explain it, and all the air came out. I looked at him in suprise.. his eyes fixed with mine n' i've never seen so much fear in someone. I swear he was gonna die, but I forced my self to look away, n' he ran back into the vicarage. Thats the freakest thing thats happend so far... but there was more. What the fuck aye? Whats goin' on...?? ='( -xox-