Did I get it wrong? She just asked me if I "was mad at her or something". Truth: I'm not mad at her. She waved at me this morning and I completely ignored her : I didn't see her. I didn't come to the bench : Something said "Leave her this time, she doesn't need you right now" or words to that very effect. I moved in the music class when she made an effort to sit next to me : There was four of us in there and before I moved I said, "Might aswell spread out".. I didn't mean it to appear like I was avoiding you. To make things worse, I walked past her on the was to Mrs Thompsons office n' hurried off, even when I saw her glance at me.. On the way back to science, I went past her again and muttered "Sorry Dakky." as loud as my voice would let me. Shes not impressed. Every little hope there could've been left to be the slightest of friends, has just been demolished. Just because I listen more to the little voices in my head than I do my heart. Hopefully Mom will be here to pick me up soon.. before I smash up this computer screen. Sounds tempting. Is this the end? -Lou -xo<3ox-