The one person who I thought would always be there for me, doesn't even realize that I'm so disappointed in him. You were suppose to show me good from bad, stick by my side through it all, and be the big brother that I needed. I looked up to you and you go and fuck up. I don't love you any less Chris, you're my brother, my family. But I can't talk to you right now, not until you get your act together. Until then, we won't talk, and I'll just pretend that I've never needed you...