Well today is a much, MUCH better day!!! It was so nice talking to you again, hearing your voice and knowing that you weren't mad. Can't wait till you call tonight hehe. I'm procrastinating on my homework, what's new there. It's all good tho :) I don't have any of those classes tomorrow anyway, so I should just do it all tomorrow since we have an Act 80 day..12:30 early dismissal babyyy! Wahooooo :D Let's see..I changed my colors yesterday, I was in a very very dark mood. Once I got done crying, I went into a numb mood where I couldn't feel anything. And Friday night, wow..I had a breakdown. I've only actually had like 3 of them, and I didn't like any of them at all. I couldn't stop crying, I was histerical, and I was shaking so bad..my heart was racing so fast. It really scares me when I get like that. But when you called yesterday, I knew that things were better because you don't even realize how much you scared me, but that's okay, I was just hoping you weren't mad at me or anything. I wanna see you so bad, we really do need to hang out more! Maybe this weekend we can, whenever you can fit me in :) You mean everything to me. Everything. Well I'm gonna talk on aol for awhile (more procrastinating haha) and then, maybe, just maybe, I'll start my homework. Till next time, Jen