Half of my life is fucking up. The other half is dealing with it. Well, my boyfriend broke up with me. I was a wreck Wednesday night and Thursday. But now, I'm taking it better than I thought I would. That's only because I'm still friends with him, and..I kinda have someone else to fall back on. For now, we're just gonna hang out and work everything out and do the Friends With Benefits thing. I've always wanted one of those! I've heard some pretty bad stuff though, that I really didn't need to know but I'm glad my friends told me. His best friend, also my friend, told me that when he called him he thought he was crying but now, he told one of my best friends that he thinks he was laughing instead. He said that he thinks that he couldn't help but laugh. That really hurt me, and that really makes me think that he's lying to me, that he doesn't wanna get back together. I don't wanna be with someone like that if they're going to be like that, it's not worth it. I'm crazy about this kid, but I can't ask him about it because I'm not even suppose to know in the first place. So now, I'm gonna go look at more quotes. Ttyl.