Today. He gave me the biggest hug of all. I hope he likes me. My mind screamed to tell him. How I felt right at that moment. Everything seemed great. So right. I like this boy so much. And he knows it. But he hasnt said anything to me. I have a feeling he doesnt like me. Oh god. What else can go wrong? My friends friend went around telling everyone. That he might ask her out. I almost cried. I want this boy. Not only his he awsome. But he's so so...so great. I dont care if my friends think he has looks. I think he's the most gorgeous boy. He is to me. I LOVE everything about him. I only lie to my friends so they can just shut the fuck up. I cant say anything, that's strange. I speak what I feel. But around him I can't. I try. But I cant. Im afraid. I am not good enought for him? Am I not pretty enought for him? Oh shit. I cant lose this boy.